A Day in the Life..

Back to School Blues

2007-06-02T11:04:00.000+08:00

As usual, our school starts early. :|

Okay, so we start the same day Ateneo Freshmen do, but that's because they have their Orientation. Why can't we even start on Wednesday? Like the rest of Ateneo. Haha. At least Wednesday, diba? :|

Get this. La Salle & AC start NEXT WEEK pa. & so does Miriam & St. Paul, I think. This sucks!
I'M SO BUMMED! We ended late last school year, & we start early this time! WTH?!

& unlike most of my schoolmates [I think?], I'm only starting to prepare stuff for school. I bought school & PE shoes & wrappers yesterday with Dad. There's a free bag that came with the Skechers I bought. :> Haha. Labo. I'm kind of bummed I didn't buy the Hush Puppies school shoes I saw. I mean, Dad said we could, but I got shy. :"> =))

I went to school earlier to check our sections [though I already checked them in Cat's blog last night]. I just wanted to make sure, & I had to look for Bianca's too. So when I was looking at Grade 4's, Monica came by. She said "O Patty, 'san ka?" & I said, "DITO OH!! *pointing to Tamase, Bianca Therese S. in Grade 4 Makiling*" We were laughing & clapping like lunatics. =))

Noooow, I'm wrapping my notebooks. I think Kagitingan ROCKS. :)) Except for the fact that El Desperada is our classmate. Pssh. Loser. :))

I'll go, I've been delaying the wrapping thing kanina pa.

I miss you, Mad!

Summer Bummer

2007-05-30T09:52:00.000+08:00

I WANNA GO OUT!! :((

I would have wanted to be with Mads & Mich RIGHT NOW. I want to watch Pirates 3 with SHS Chorale on Thursday. I want to be with Becky on Friday UNTIL Sunday. :(

I want to be with my friends. I want to pretend like I've been in Iraq & Mexico with Monica & Mads. I want to laugh about ** & **** with Mich. I want Mentos from Leah. I want to be mean, weird, & high all at the same time with Memey. I want to laugh my head off with Jel. I want to have "serious talks" with Nikki again. I want to talk about losers with Bianca. I want to eat, sleep, play Bratz, swim, laugh, watch movies, & shop with Becky. I want to take pictures with ALL of them again. I want another Neoprint. I want another embarrassing moment in the Cinema.

I want to enjoy every last bit of summer. I want to actually LIVE before my Junior Year in SHS.

Another legendary Summer Bummer post by yours truly. I've had a previous post like this. How things usually get ruined during the summer.

Blimey. Everything's happening so fast. It didn't seem too long ago when Becky & I had lunch in Mongkok. It seemed like only yesterday when I got buried in Panglao Island's white sand. Next thing I know, there's barely one week before school starts.

So basically, I just want summer to end well for me. With no memory whatsoever of not being able to go out with my friends on the remaining days. Pero, the hell. Pray I won't be carrying this grudge until next summer.

Shrek the Third

2007-05-21T20:38:00.000+08:00

Brian & I went with Dad to his office in Makati so we could watch Shrek in Greenbelt.

We had lunch in the office. & Mayor gave Bri a Yonex badminton racket. :> It was cool. :))

GB was far from the office, but Ayala was closed so we couldn't take the car. I don't know why, but that's what Dad said. :)) So Bri & I walked to GB. :| Daaang, it was REALLY far. We walked for 30 minutes cguro. Kuya said it was a 20 minute walk lang, but with me around you never know what's gonna happen. Haha:)) So we got there at about 1:30 & bought tickets. Then we went to Timezone & played House of the Dead 4. :> When we finished [we only got to Chapter 3.. or 4 ata :(] it was already 2:10. :| So kamusta naman 'yun? 2:10 ata yung movie. :)) :))

We hurried, & went to the Cinema. Kuya was there already with his friends, a row away from our seats. Nakakainis yung Cinema. :| There were a lot of FLOPS. Grabe. 1, there were times that the sounds would die down. :| 2, the picture would go up. LITERALLY. we could only see half of the picture. :)) & 3, the movie stopped along the middle. Then I heard Kuya tell his friends, "Disc 2 na raw." :)) PATOK! :)) The movie was kinda okay. Still, mas funny yung 2nd. :>

Brian & I went back to the office right after the movie. But it was raining when we were out of the underpass. :| So we were wet when we got back to the office. Haha:P

Today was fun overall. :> I laughed a lot. :)) Yun na lang. :))

& yes, I still believe
in Fairytales, Prince Charming,
& Happily-Ever-Afters

TRINOMA IS LOVE :))

2007-05-19T17:30:00.000+08:00

My family [minus Kuya & Bianca] went to TriNoma earlier. I LOVE IT! :))

It's huge. & it's also very wide. Must be because it just opened & not a lot of people have been going there. It was hot. :| There was still something wrong with their aircons everywhere. :)) Plus there was no water supply. :)) Daaaang. :))

& we were supposed to watch Shrek the 3rd but the Cinemas were busted nga because of the aircon. Anyway, THEY HAVE TOYS "R" US!!! Ohmygaaash bumalik kami ni Bri sa pagkabata! We were running around looking at all the toys and stuff. =)) It was so nice! Dad bought Moy a remote-controlled car. Brian & I got Venom & Spiderman stuffed toys. =)) Ohmygaaash. =))

I wanna go back already! :> Sino kaya pwede isama? Hahaha:))

The Ugly & Brainless Loser-Man

2007-05-10T16:44:00.000+08:00

I couldn't stop laughing earlier. A few people know why. :> So keep quiet Pare & Gene. I'm warning you. :)) I mean, come on! Read your Science Book for Pete's sake! Who is Pete anyway? =))

I've been watching Grey's Anatomy since.. I forgot. :)) I'm still on Season 1 but I've been watching a few eps of Season 2 with Mom & Kuya. I've gotta say, the "Psychic Episode" was psyched. :)) & I definitely learned a lot from watching the show. For example, I learned about this STD called syphilis. Nvm. :)) It's a fun show, & I'd definitely recommend you guys to watch it. It moved me. I almost want to become a surgeon! Haha! But yeah, with all the blood & touching the organs & stuff, I think I couldn't possibly take that. ;)

I'm still uncertain about what course to take. Wala lang. The other night kasi at dinner Kuya was talking about his potential courses. Napanganga ako, swear. I mean, he could take business, then law, but he could also take architecture, then he could also be a teacher. I haven't even thought of one thing I'm THAT good at. Except maybe, playing the piano [still not as good as him], but what course could I land on with that?

Maybe, just maybe, I could consider being a doctor. Or a surgeon. Anything related with Med [except Nursing]. But I can't tell my parents or they'll get overly excited & that might pressure me or something. :)) Just a few more seasons of Grey's Anatomy to convince me that it's a cool job. & maybe a few more shows like E.R., right? Haha;)

That way, I could probably teach The Ugly & Brainless Loser-Man a thing or two about our body organs. & what they really look like. Who knows? They might reveal their true colors. [*HINT*HINT*] :> HAHA! STILL LAUGHING! =))

Nobody knows where they might end up.
Nobody knows.

Back to Blogging

2007-05-08T18:13:00.000+08:00

I've been in Cebu & Bohol, right? So I haven't blogged since we left. Haha, wala lang.

This summer has been a total blast! Sobrang bitin kasi we were only there for 10 days, but still. I found myself more comfortable with my family & my extended family pa. O diba? That's something you don't see everyday. :)) Labo!

There was a fiesta in Jagna, Bohol last May 1. We ate lechon.. twice! I gained weight! :)) I traced my family line & made connections so I can really know how I'm related with ganyan-ganyan. Basta!! :)) Ang labo, I'm so high! :))

We went to Panglao. It was fun, super. The beach was so beautiful! The sand was cleaner than Bora's [Haha!]. I had so much fun with my family. :) It's too bad Kuya didn't come. :(

Next year we're going there again, I think. Oh, & our relatives from Cebu will be spending Christmas here. That's definitely something to look forward to! ;)

I miss my friends!! I went to Jel's earlier. Nagkwentuhan lang. :D I missed you, Jel! It was fun hanging out with you & catching up with stuff. :D Anyway, my curfew was 6pm & I made it!! Wuhooo! :))

Now here's something random.. It's so funny when you see 2 people acting like they just met each other. As in, the girl is acting all shy & all, and they're so quiet. When you know for a fact that they've been on a bed together! :| Daaaang! So weird, funny, & pathetic at the same time! :))

Well there's a song on the radio that says:
"Let's get this party started."
So let's get this party started. :>

Sick

2007-04-24T17:42:00.000+08:00

I feel so dizzy! I hate it when I'm sick. I hate having to rest for hours. I hate having to lie down all day. It makes me dizzier. :)) & it sucks that I'm hooked with Weffriddles. :| I'm on to Batch 3 but it's super super weird. :| & It makes me dizzier, too. :))

Summer is such a blast! :) I've been having the best time with Becky. :> & Bianca [my sister], Therese, & Luisa. Haha! We were playing BRATZ yesterday. :P Wala lang. :))

I'd love to rant about stuff here. Stuff that has been really going on in my head. :)) But I think the Internet is not a safe place to put my thoughts in..from what I've learned the hard way. :)) People can be so opinionated, & that way, they don't give way to everyone else's opinions. Ahem. Haha:P I'll post something intriguing next time. If I could. :))

We're leaving for Cebu on the 26th. I think I mentioned that here already. :| :)) Anyway, I'll go na. I still have to pack.

I don't know what to do about this dream & you.
I wish this dream comes true. :D

PNTM

2007-04-23T22:26:00.000+08:00

"I have only one photo in my hands, but I have 2 of you." *30 seconds later* "I have no photo in my hands. both of you are going home."

What the heck?! :| That was so weird. :)) Oh oh, credit to Ruffa Guttierez for that. :))

I have to go. I just wanted to post that. =))

I Who Have Nothing

2007-04-19T21:35:00.000+08:00

Sanjaya Malakar got kicked out of AI already.

Kuya is so hard on him. :| I asked him what he would do if he were in Sanjaya's place & he was like, "Magqquit ako! Duh!" :| :| :| I respect Kuya for being firm with his opinions & sticking to his guns, pero..it's still so wrong!

I must say I feel sad for the poor guy. No one, & I mean NO ONE, quite understands what he's going through. :| I don't like him ha! :)) It's just that I understand what he must be feeling, you know? I mean, America's voting for him just because of this website that promotes voting for the worst Idol Finalist..what is he supposed to do now, anyway? He can't quit, it would make him more of a loser [than he already is :|]. If he stays, America will get mad at him ONLY BECAUSE THEY THEMSELVES MADE THE MISTAKE OF VOTING FOR HIM WHEN THEY ALREADY HATE HIM.

HOW PATHETIC CAN THEY GET?!?

& to be completely honest, he IS the worst one of the 12 finalists. But, see, the thing is it still makes him ONE of them..ONE of the very few who made it through the auditions & Hollywood week. & I mean few because millions auditioned for it. :|

Come to think of it, the people voting for AI include those who didn't make it in the first place. :> Hmm, those pathetic losers who said, "I'm so totally going to make it!" & the same losers who made all 3 judges LAUGH at them because they were so BAD! >:) & the same losers who came crying all their way home to their mommies because their humiliating performances were going to be aired all over the world because they were SO SO SO BAAAD!

THEY should put themselves in Sanjaya's shoes. I'm seriously SO PISSED with them right now because they're so LOW! Respect naman darned Americans!! :| There's no arguing that Sanjaya is a better singer than at least HALF the American population. How the hell could he have made it through, right? If he wasn't that good? He's a good singer! All of them who made it are. It just happened that ALL OTHER FINALISTS were much much much better than him. & that just happened to put him so much lower than the others.

Anyway, I'm watching Jordin Spark's vids in Youtube. She's SUPER amazing! I hope she wins this! :) Melinda's good, too. & Chris. I'm so caught up! I dunno who I'm rooting for! :)) But Jordin is definitely my favorite because she has such a sweet voice & her looks are acceptable. :)) & so much at 16?? Now that's something, right? ;)

More power to Jordin! & of course, to Sanjaya. :> Piss off all you haters. Try being in AI kaya. :))

Hi kids! :))

2007-04-14T17:05:00.000+08:00

Hands down to Reese Witherspoon for her outstanding performance in Walk the Line. ;) Haha, I know. Ngayon ko lang napanood. :))

I've been swimming in Celeb for 2 days na with Bianca, Becky, & her sibs. Nikki went with us the first day, & it was fun. :) Yesterday was crazy! Becky & I [uhmm..] slid down the slide [=))] a couple of times; we crossed the pool while standing on kickboards! :) Haha! I know how to dive already. Haha, thanks Kuya Cocoy! Or however you spell it. ;)

Becky & I bought identical shades. :)) WALANG DAPAT BUMILI NG GANUN HA! :| :| :| :)) We even wore them when we were inside the playroom. =)) Bumalik sa pagkabata. Oyeah! :>

I miss you already, Bex! Bonding tyo WHOLE WEEK next week. Or next next. :)) Before I leave for Cebu. Aww.. I'll miss you! :(

I think we're going there on April 26, & back here on May 6. It's so quick lang. :| We're going to Bohol rin! Hello, sunburn! :> Haha! Maaahn.. I need the beach! I actually thought I wasn't going anywhere during the whole summer. I'm actually kind of relieved we're going even if we'll only be there for [roughly] 1-2 weeks. At least, diba? :)

I miss Gabay SO SO SO much. & Bobbylization SO SO SO [times infinity] much more! :( Reunion, please? Please, please, please? Haha, kulit! :)

Living a life like this is so.. carefree. :) I've got absolutely nothing to worry about. Not much limits as compared to before. I mean, the only limits I've got are those set by my parents. Haha! I've never felt this good since.. well, since before. Get it? ;)

I'm starting to think it won't be too long until we hear the annoying noise of our school bell. :| Summer won't last forever, guys. At least try to make the most of it. :)

I'm gonna soak up the sun
I'm gonna tell everyone to lighten up!

Hello Hellhole

2007-04-04T10:18:00.000+08:00

Recently, I've been watching alot of flash animations in the net. It's so fun. :))

A few of my favorite lines from them. :))

(1) Lucifer: I am Lucifer, Lord of Hell!!
Edd: Can we call you Lucy? :3

(2) "So I made a new year's resolution this year to practice random acts of kindness. & I've
already had my first one. I popped into Starbucks a couple of days ago to grab a cup of
coffee. You know, the one in Beverly, just, the one over there. [=))] & there was this
homeless woman. She was not in good shape. She was VERY HOMELESS. [=))] Anyway!
She had an empty cup of coffee, and she wanted a refill, and the guys behind the counter
were completely ignoring her, they were totally not having it. So I thought, "OhmyGod!
This is it!" I was really excited & I go over to her, & I, very gently, tap her on the shoulder
& I said, "Excuse me, Miss, but get the f*ck outta here." [=))]"

(3) Guy: Hey, I'm a black man!
Tom: AAAAGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wait.. I'm not racist. :|
Guy: From outerspace!!
Tom: AAAAAAGGGGGGHHHHH!!!!

(4) (This happens when the 4 guys from Hello Hellhole leave from their tour in hell.)
*Edd walks out*
Devil Tour Guide: Bye bye!
*Tord walks out*
Devil Tour Guide: Visit again soon!
*Matt walks out*
Devil Tour Guide: Thanks for visiting!
*Tom walks out*
Devil Tour Guide: See you in 6 months!
Tom: Wait..what?!
*Devil Tour Guide shuts door*

(5) Tom: Matt? MATT? We're here to save you! :|
Matt: About bloody time!
Edd: Hmm, we need to think of a way of opening this gate..
I suggest throwing Tom at it.
Tord: Sounds good to me!
Tom: OR we could press that big red button, clearly marked:
IN CASE OF ZOMBIE OUTBREAK,
PRESS TO OPEN GATE TO FREE
ANY/OR GINGER CIVILIANS
TRAPPED INSIDE
Edd: Throw Tom! :3
Tom: I hate you all so much.

I'm laughing alone here again. =))

What a summer :|

2007-04-02T17:52:00.000+08:00

I've been getting real pissed off lately. :|

We went to Shang yesterday. Tabby, Bianca, & I watched Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles. :)) Ohyeaaah. It was so.. nice. :))

We were in Chocolate when Bianca asked me a favor and I was all.. "NO." Then she started KICKING me. ENGOT DIBA?! So I kicked her back. *Imagine, we were doing this INSIDE Chocolate. :|* Then inawat kami ni Tabby. But she chased after me pa, & when I tried to get away, I accidentally HIT a grumpy old lady. :| Okay, hindi old, she was probably in her 20's, but she LOOKED old. ANG TARAY KASI E. Langya.

MAGSAMA KAYO NG KAPATID KO!

Pfft. How much more loser-ish can losers get? I mean, when you want someone back, you TELL her, do not HIT ON her. Tsk! Nakakatawa. :))

That was random. :|

Jino sent me 11 Japanese songs today. :-O 11. :)) I listened to them before I went for a nap. & I just got up 10 minutes ago. Wala lang. :))

SO.. SUMMER NA.

I've got nothing to do this summer. I want to play sports sana. But Mom & I will still talk about it later. :| Nakakainip. I don't want to waste my whole summer in front of this PC, if you know what I mean. :| What else is there to do? I probably won't be allowed to go out often, unless I'm with Kuya & Bri lang. O diba? Fun ng summer ko? :| :| :|

AND IT'S FREAKING HOT! I need to go to the beach, muhn. :)) I need a getaway! :|

Sweetie, you had me.

SUMMER!

2007-03-30T17:33:00.000+08:00

FINALLY! Sorry naman, ngayon pa lang. :| :| :|
:))

I'm finally through with sophomore year. Hello, junior year. :| Ayoko pa. :))

I made peace today. :) I'm so happy again. :)

I went with some of Chorale to UP College of Music for Ate Krina's exam thing. Uhh, got in trouble for that. LOTS OF TROUBLE. :)) But it's okay, for Ate Krina's grade naman e. :) Haha. Hmm, daming bloopers throughout our UP Adventure. :))

Ate Jen: "Friends! 'San kayo pupunta?"
Patty: "I KNOW RIGHT!"
=))

Unfortunately, I wasn't able to make it to Bobbylization's lunch in Royale Place. :( Sayaaang. :( But, it's okay ule. :)) I got to spend quality time with my BOF again. :) Becky & I ate at Mongkok. Yep, just the two of us. Date pare! :)) :| Haha! Nakaka-hyper. :) Bati na ule kami. :) We talked about a lot of stuff we didn't get to share with each other the past few weeks. :P

Becky: "Paano tayo uuwi?" :(
Patty: "Oo nga.." :(
Both: :(
Both: ....
Both: "Maalaala mo kaya!"
=))

Anyway, I'm grounded. :( I can't go out. :( I had to stick with the plans kasi, and that's something I haven't been doing recently. It's not that I want to do it, but there are times that I have to. :( So, it means I won't be going to Shang with Bobbylization on Monday. Yung April 2 na pagkatagal-tagal nating pinlano. :( Nooooo.. :(

Whatever. :( Haay..

Mama & Tabby are coming here later! :D They're probably on the plane by now. I'm so excited! :D And Kuya Ab is coming, too. They're here for Bri's graduation tomorrow. Congrats, Bri! You're graduating after all! =))

I should be enjoying summer. Tsk. Hinayupak na 2 months na nga lang e. :| I'll ask Becky, Jel, & Dani to come over nalang. We're all here in BF for the Holy Week. It's gonna be so much fun [improper ata, since it's Holy Week nga. =))]. :) :P

I LOVE YOU BECKY! SO MUCH! I missed yoooouu. :( Sorry talaga. & I know we'll be stronger this time. :) Mas magiging BOF pa tayo, kahit highest-level na 'to ng pagiging bestfriends natin. May tataas pa dyan, tayo lang makakaabot. :)) *Flip your wings and fly up high! You can do it if you try! Like a bird up in the sky!* :)) I promise to be a better bestfriend. :)

Follow me & everything is alright
I'll be the one to tuck you in at night. :)

LOSERS!

2007-03-26T17:16:00.000+08:00

Gah. Losers na naman? :/ I'm so mean. :| But I can't really help it if I'm in a bad mood. =))

Okay, kasalanan na 'to. :))

I had so much fun today! I missed singing with Chorale. Aww.. Haha! Ave Maria & Adoramus Te. I love it! x3 I missed Bobbylization more than I thought I would!

The tests were okay, I guess. Bio was easier than I expected, but I didn't say it was easy. :| :| :)) I studied so much for that!! But most of the topics that I studied weren't there. :| I read the book this time, btw. :)) & I could say it really did help. There were a lot of items from the book. As in, how it was said in the book. ;) Health was fun. Practical questions lang. :D Tomorrow, we'll have Pinoi, Music, & PE. :| I have to study.. :| I wanna get high in Pinoi! So I can make up for last quarter. :) I loved (THE) Group A's cookies. :) & ung cake ni Nats. Love you Nats! Honey! :)) Miss checked our THE projects. I got 97. All the hard work did pay off somehow. :) I'll make a skirt for Mad din. :D As a gift. Diba Mad? :)

BOBBYLIZATION HIGHLIGHTS!
Mad had her braces removed already. :) Aww.. bagay sa'yo, Mad! :) *Grass skirts! Remember? ;)* Leah, Dani, & I talked about COLLEGE. :)) Riiiiiight. But it was fun. We were planning for our courses already. :| :)) Mon & Memey, kamusta naman ang cooking? :)) Mich! Papatalbugin natin yung mga P*******! :)) Lunch was crazy. :| Alavyoo guys. :))

You don't know how it feels to be so in love
with someone who doesn't even know..

2007-03-24T17:42:00.000+08:00

Hello, Hell Week!

Exam week na. Take note: WEEK. :| Exams will start on Monday and will end on Friday. :| Can it get any worse? Yes, it can. There will be classes AFTER the exams on Monday & Tuesday. :| Badtrip, solid. :|

Anyway, check this out:

Isn't it just adorable? ;;) :)) Okay, wala lang.

I never thought wearing eyeglasses would be so painful for me. :| Whenever I wear them, my HEAD starts hurting. When I take them off, my EYES hurt. :| What's up with that anyway?

Life can be so exhausting sometimes. There are times when people would ask me, "Patty, okay ka lang?", & my usual response would be, "Yeah, tired lang." I don't even know why I'm tired. :| I mean, yeah, sometimes we would do a lot of stuff in school, but they aren't exactly tiring. Maybe there's a different reason why I'm always tired.

Could it be.. I'm so sick & tired of us? [Yung mga hindi gets, 'wag niyo nang intindihin. Mali pa siguro iisipin niyo.] Well, that's the problem, isn't it? Lagi nalang mali iniisip mo. Lagi nalang mali iniisip ko. & parang.. Napapadalas na yung ganito. :| It's SO TIRING. As if I don't have much to worry about already. I don't know what to do with you anymore. Whenever I think about everything that's been happening, I admit I DO have break downs. I cry all over the place. & nothing anyone would try to do would make me feel completely better. As I said, I could only LOOK happy, though I am not.

Another thing is that you're starting to take away one of the few things that make me happy now. You may not know it, but you ARE doing that. Subconsciously. Probably unintentionally.

Whatever nalang. "Tawa nalang. Hahahahaha." :| Ganun naman diba? Walang pakialamanan? :|

I just don't see the point in everything you've been doing. I thought we were supposed to be friends. :| I'm so fed up, and it's only because I'm already TOO hurt.

At least.. At least I still have them. Kahit sobrang laking loss yung sa atin. :|

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& I would give my heart, give you the world
risk losing everything I got.
I'd give it all to you.

2007-03-21T21:36:00.000+08:00

I had so much fun during the SAP recognition earlier today. Dani, Memey, Mads, Nats, Mich, & I were so hyper. Bangag mehn. :)) Highlights:

1. Mads & I share my Nivea lip care in a different, unusual, & unhygienic way. =)) Joke lang kasi.

2. “Nats: Nasan si Monica? Ay wala siya. Wala akong nakikitang loser e. ; Mich: HELLO?! Ano tawag mo sa’kin?!” NO OFFENSE MONICA. =)) Nakakatawa kasi si Mich. :))

3. I laughed out loud. Not on purpose of course. =)) Mads kasi e. :P

4. Piggybank.. SEED.. pot.. DROPLET OF WATER! :)) “Ito ang pagtataniman ng SEED.” =))

See how crazy we are? I bet no one even understood what that meant! May kakaibang brains ang Bobbylization Bobhood. :))

*Straightens up in chair*

It’s been quite a while since I last wrote a post that actually made sense. It’s just that things have been so fun for me lately that I probably got the hang of it. You know.. It’s like all I want to do now is have fun. Let loose.

Reality check, Pats: WALA PANG SUMMER.

*Sighs*

Sadly, for some reasons, I’m not happy at all. So sige, you guys see me having fun and all in school &.. other places. :)) But, having fun doesn’t exactly mean I’m happy, right? :| I don’t know what to do anymore. I really hate it when people see me cry in public, but what else can I do if I can’t hold it in anymore? Do I sound too miserable already?

Anyway, I’m lucky I still have Dani & Jel with me. Also Mich, Nats, Mads, Memey, Vea.. :) Basta ung mga nagagawa pang kamustahin ako and i-comfort ako kahit papano. You guys may not know how much it means to me.. kahit yung simpleng pakikinig lang sa problem ko. I’m so glad I’ve found friends like you. Thank you. :)

So, exams na next week. I’m so excited for summer! Haha. Looking forward to all our plans, Bobbylization Bobhood! :)

Lotsa Luuurve :)
-x3Pats

Today

2007-03-10T18:22:00.000+08:00

I just decided to post something. ;)

I went to Legion with Bianca today. A few of us went to Tita Liza's house after to have merienda. Native 'yung food. Coolness. :)) Hmm, then we went to Jollibee for.. something. :)) Then we ate again. :)) I have pics but I dunno how to upload 'em. Sayang. :(

A Survey from Clar :)

2007-03-07T17:42:00.000+08:00

BORED. I accidentally deleted the directions. :P Well anyway, you're supposed to bold the songs that you've already heard. Ayon.

1997 Hits

01. Hanson – Mmmbop

02. Aqua - Barbie Girl

03. Spice Girls - Who do you think you are?

04. Usher - You make me wanna

05. LeAnn Rimes - How do I live?

06. Puff Daddy & Faith Evans - Missing you

07. Mariah Carey - Honey

08. Red Hot Chili Peppers - Love rollercoaster

09. Will Smith - Men in black

010. Prodigy - Firestarter

011. The Cardigans - Lovefool

012. Savage Garden - I want you

1998 Hits

01. Aerosmith - I don't want to miss a thing

02. Backstreet Boys - Everybody

03. Celine Dion - My heart will go on

04. Shania Twain - You're still the one

05. Spice Girls - Stop

06. Madonna - Ray of light

07. Allsaints - Never ever

08. The Verve - Bitter sweet symphony

09. Natalie Imbruglia - Torn

010. N*SYNC - Tearin' up my heart

011. 98 Degrees - Because of you

012. Goo goo dolls - Iris

1999 Hits

01. Shania Twain - Man! I feel like a woman

02. Ricky Martin - Livin' la vida loca

03. Cher - Believe

04. Eminem - My name is

05. Blink 182 - What's my name again?

06. Britney Spears - Hit me baby one more time

07. TLC - No scrubs

08. Destiny's Child - Bills bills bills

09. Jennifer Lopez - If you had my love

010. B*Witched - C'est la vie

011. Christina Aguilera - Genie in a bottle

012. Santana - Smooth

2000 Hits

01. Destiny's Child - Say my name

02. Aaliyah - Try again

03. Ricky Martin - She bangs

04. Nelly - Country grammar

05. Lonestar - Amazed

06. Madonna - Music

07. Red Hot Chili Peppers - Californication

08. Hanson - If Only

09. Britney Spears - Lucky

010. Christina Aguilera - Come on over

011. Bloodhound Gang - The bad touch

012. Barenaked ladies - Pinch me

2001 Hits

01. Pink - Get the party started

02. Destiny's Child - Bootylicious

03. N*SYNC - Pop

04. Bon Jovi - It's my life

05. Enrique Iglesis - Hero

06. Alien Ant Farm - Smooth criminal

07. O Town - All or nothing at all

08. Linkin Park - In the end

09. Shaggy - I'm real

010. Usher - U remind me

011. Christina, Pink, Lil Kim & Mya - Lady Marmalade

012. Alicia Keys - Fallin'

2002 Hits

01. Nelly - Hot in here

02. Avril Lavigne - Complicated

03. Santana ft Michelle Branch - Game of love

04. Nelly & N*SYNC - Girlfriend

05. Nickleback - How you remind me

06. Vanessa Carlton - A thousand miles

07. Shakira - Whenever, wherever

08. Puddle of mudd - She hates me

09. Justin Timberlake - Like I love you

010. Pink - Just like a pill

011. Daniel Bedingfield - Gotta get thru this

012. Eminem - Lose yourself

2003 Hits

01. Outkast - Hey ya

02. Fountains of Wayne - Stacy's mom

03. Kelly Clarkson - Independent

04. Christina Aguilera - Beautiful

05. Justin Timberlake - Rock your body

06. Beyonce - Crazy in love

07. Britney Spears & Madonna - Me against the music

08. 50 Cent - In da club

09. Black eyed peas - Where is the love?

010. Kelis - Milkshake

011. Sean Paul - Get busy

012. Pink - Trouble

2004 Hits

01. Britney Spears - Toxic

02. Jessica Simpson - Take my breath away

03. Evanescence - My immortal

04. D12 - My band

05. Linkin Park - Numb

06. Blink 182 - I miss you

07. Maroon 5 - This love

08. The Killers - Somebody told me

09. Hoobastank - The reason

010. Ashlee Simpson - Pieces of me

011. Avril Lavigne - My happy ending

012. Counting Crows - Accidentally in love

2005 Hits

01. Gwen Stefani - Hollaback girl

02. Black Eyed Peas - My humps

03. Pussycat Dolls - Don't cha

04. Greenday - Boulevard of broken dreams

05. Fall out boy - Sugar we're going down

06. Mariah Carey - We belong together

07. Kelly Clarkson - Because of you

08. Coldplay - Speed of light

09. Usher - Caught up

010. Ashlee Simpson - Boyfriend

011. Gorillaz - Feel good inc

012. Missy Elliot - Loose control

2006 Hits

01. Justin Timberlake - Sexy back

02. Nelly Furtado - Maneater

03. Rihanna - SOS

04. Pussycat dolls - Beep

05. James Blunt - You're Beautiful

06. Beyonce - Irreplacable

07. Fergie - Fergalicious

08. Christina Aguilera - Ain't no other man

09. Jojo - Too little too late

010. Evanescence - Call me when you're sober

011. Shakira - My hips don't lie

012. Nick Lachey - What's left of me

N******=BOBITO

2007-03-03T11:50:00.000+08:00

I just remembered. Last Friday Mich & I were talking when my classmates started asking her to sign their notebooks after they finished the seatwork. So Mich signed Veronica's notebook and drew a smiley [or something :))] beside it. Then I took the notebook from her and drew myself there. =)) Then Mich started copying my drawing into my other classmates' notebooks, but she couldn't get it. So we went to the blackboard to draw there instead. I was drawing our classmates' faces and she'd draw the smiley beside all of them. She said the smiley's name was "Bob".. & that started all the nonsense we did during our last 2 periods, where our teachers were absent. :)) So here's what we came up with:

Family name: Bobbylization Bobhood
Aso [=))]: Bobbernity Jr.
Country: Bobland
Tribe [=))]: Bob'it
Village: Bobdale Bob Homes

Mich -Bob
Pats[me] -Bobbers
Mey -Bobbery
Mon -Bobberness
Mad -Bobstice
Jel -Bobbly
Nat -Bobness
Dan -Bobbity
Leah -Bobooby
Abby -Bobbilicious
Bex -Boboy
Vea -Bobship
Nie -Bobcess
Kat -Bobbyjah

I know. Kami lang nakakaintindi niyan. =))

Hmm.. :)

2007-03-02T19:43:00.000+08:00

Courage is not the absence of fear, but the mastery of it.

I fear a lot of things. :))
TOP 5! :))
-lizards
-cockroaches
-low grades!
-the dark. ack. =))
-losing people [Nemo! Aww.. :(]

So, we had a tableau [tama ba?] during English period earlier today. It was on the African folktale The Leopard. Then Ms. Platon asked us to share any act of bravery we were able to do, no matter how small it may be. I was scared to share mine, but anyway I'll just post it here. :)) Whatever na kahit mabasa ng buong mundo. *Hingang malalim* Confrontation. I know what you guys are thinking. Mababaw ba? Haha. It's one of the things I'm finding most difficult to do. Soo, ayon. Wala lang. :))

School has been fun for me recently. Except Biology, of course. PATI NA RIN UNG PESTENG MAGNANAKAW NG HAVAIANAS KO! Gaaaaahhh!! When will she ever learn?!? She already has a lot of cases to deal with but she still keeps on DOING STUFF that get her into MORE TROUBLE. PERO WALA SIYANG PAKE. And what else does she do? SHE LIES HER WAY OUT OF THINGS. HOW THE HELL DOES SHE GET OUT OF EVERYTHING SHE'S BEEN DOING?! I mean, pride aside pero, it seems so unfair that she gets absolutely NO KARMA. Kahit anong gawin niya. :|

*Brreeeaaaaattthhheeee*

People care for me. HAHA:)) I know they do. Sina Jel, Dani, & Becky of course. I can feel it naman eh. I needn't be brought down by that..that..that.. PRICK. :| Haha.

Haaay, anyway. NEMO=<3. :) I'm so haaaappy. Nemo makes me happy. ;)

Bliss

2007-02-24T19:00:00.000+08:00

Have you ever felt so accomplished that you want to tell the world about it? I have. :P

Last Thursday, we had our THE Week Celebration in school. The sophomores did. ;) Haha. That was IT. IT was the day we have all been preparing for for soooo long. We really worked hard for it.

All the hard work was worth it. SO WORTH IT. Gabay won in Iron Chef, the Picture Gallery Thingy [HAHA!], and, of course, the Fashion Show. Everyone had so much fun & it just felt so good to finally have achieved something. I mean, together, with the whole class. :)

It's a shame I'm only getting the hang of being in Gabay when the school year is about to end. Shaaaame. :P

Anyway! I love looking back at all the pics of the Fashion Show. All our models looked real gothic & real pretty. Aww. :> :)) So, there. I will always remember that day. :P

Almost Leaving

2007-02-17T14:41:00.000+08:00

I'm so bored. I'm waiting for LimeWire to finish downloading the songs I, uhh, downloaded. :))

I'm going to Legion today! :D I'm so happy! :) :) :) Haha. I missed everyone, especially Tita Liza & Ate Rej. ;) Hmm, I'm going to be late when I get there because of LimeWire. :))

2nd Year had a blast yesterday! The EOP was so much fun. :P

Anyway, 9 songs to go and I'm off. I'll just post later when I get back or something.

Ciao!
x3Patty

I Could Fall in Love

2007-02-13T19:01:00.000+08:00

Selena is love. <3 Haha. Listen to her songs. I love them though they're "oldies" [sabi ni Bri eh]. :)) Eff the person who shot her! :|

Haaay.. So naganahan ako magpost. :P Today was fun, sort of. We had an orientation for the EOP on Friday. I'm a little excited. :)) A little lang. HAHA:)) A lot of fun stuff happened during Recess, Lunch, and Dismissal, but I think I'm not allowed to talk about them. Haha. Anyway, we had Chorale practice for Friday's thingy. Our batch will have our EOP on Friday, so, obviously, we wouldn't be able to make it to the thingy on Friday. HAHA:)) But Ate Krina insisted that we practice anyway, so we did. We finished the piece already! It feels so good. Nakakagaan ng loob. Haha!:)) So, there. :P

Gtg!
x3Patty

How come you don't call me?

2007-02-09T18:36:00.000+08:00

Everybody said, everybody said that we should never part. Mmmh.

I got LSS with this song. :| It just popped into my head like it was trying to tell me something. Or not. HAHA!:))

My throat hurts. Super. I was the only one in Sop2 a while ago. :( Nung training. :| It was so sad. Haha! Duet kami ni Ate Charley because she was the only one in Sop1. ~~Ay, so c----! =))~~

Anyway, last night Kuya showed me a few Thai Commercials and they were really good! They were so funny & fun to watch. Here's one that somehow made me laugh. OA kasi eh. :))

HAHA! Anyway, my tagboard is brand new & no one's posting yet. :)) Cooorny! Whatev. Gtg. :D

Hasta la vista! ;)
x3patty

Kenny G

2007-02-08T16:32:00.000+08:00

I love the saxophone. :) I told my parents I wanted to play it but they just laughed. Haha. They said I should stick to one instrument first. Hmm..

Kenny G is amazing! I wish I could play like him someday. Haha! Asa! :))

I'm so bored. I'll update this later. :P

Lalalavs! :))
x3Patty

Back to Blogging

2007-02-07T21:13:00.000+08:00

I just fixed my blogspot. :D I love the new layout! It's kid-ish [nice term, Pat]. I haven't blogged in ages!

Haha. So, today was our Sophomore English Day. Psh. Pauso! :)) It was fun watching people perform. Everyone was good. Haha! Congrats to everyone who won.

I looked like a kid. Everyone said so. Marielle even said, "Patty! Mukha kang Prep na nasobrahan lang ng tangkad!" Haha! :)) Proof?

See? Haha. Anyway, I dunno what else to say. :P

Ciao!
x3Patty

O_O

2006-12-11T17:09:00.000+08:00

It's been really long since I last updated. :)) Um, here's a recap of BIG things that happened nalang. :P

x3 We threw a surprise party for Michelle.
This was fun. Papunta palang nakakabaliw na eh. :)) Mich was surprised! HAHA. Gabby's band was there and they played. They had GAY MODELLING after dinner. =)) It was so cool!! :)) The guys were so game and so.. GAY. =)) Haha! Our presentation for Mich was fun too. Nakakatouch 'yung mga sinabi ni Monica. :P
*We arrived early to prepare stuff :P Laurice, Roxanne, Eloi, Monica, Leah, me, Glenda, and Marionne. :)
*Here are the guys/gays. :)) JB, Gabby, Ice, Mikee, Mark, and.. i forgot. :))

x3 We were 4th in the Voices in Harmony Finals.
It was close. :P We didn't reach 3rd but it's okay. :) We did well and that's what mattered. ;)

Me, Agel, & Dimsy :)
SHS Chorale :)

x3 I got a haircut. :))

x3 We had a blast at the Mini Band-Aid.
Deathbox in the Coffee Sky rocked. :P :)) Before the concert, Jel, Bea, and I saw *toot*. Ang feeling niya grabe!!! :| Haha! :P The concert was okay. Ate Krina's band also performed, and they played Boogie Feel For You! Aww! :) Haha. Becky and Jel had dinner in my place that night. :P

x3 SHS Chorale had an outreach for kids with down syndrome in the BF Clubhouse.
We sang Kumukuti-kutitap, Heto Na Naman, & Isang Mundo, Isang Awit. That day was unpredictable. I hated it so much. :))

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So, there. :P Today was CRAZY. There was an announcement in the pipe-in that started with, "Students, please proceed to your classrooms now. Due to the bad weather.." Then everyone started shouting. I shouted along with them because we all thought classes were going to be suspended. Then we found out we were supposed to stay inside the classrooms for the flag cem. because it was raining. =)) Si Monica pala may kasalanan. :)) She said that she randomly jumped during that announcement, and everyone else misinterpreted it and jumped along. =)) =)) =)) Dani & I fell asleep during Intrams Prac. in the gym. :)) That was unexpected. :| :)) Moy went to school and, as usual, pinagkaguluhan na naman siya. :))

I'm tired, though I did absoultely nothing during the practice. :))

Saturday AND Recollection.

2006-11-20T16:02:00.001+08:00

Soooo, I'll talk about last Saturday. Haha.

Wait, I'll start with the Recollection first. =)) :| WARNING: [VERY LITTLE] SPOILERS. HAHA! Mga hindi pa nag-re-retreat, DON'T READ! :))

Haha. Um, when I woke up last Friday, it was still 5:30 am because I had to finish Bex's palanca. I usually wake up an hour later than that. :)) Hmm, after that, I packed my stuff. ONLY THEN. Haha! :)) I didn't pack the night before because I got caught up with something. So, I came to school a little later than I expected, then I made peace with Jel. :D Actually, we were, like, talking na the night before. HAHA. So, ayon, bati na kami. ;) Haha.

Aaaanyway, we went to the Retreat House during 'Moments' [forgot what it's really called. :p]. Then we *toooooooooot*, and had snacks after that. *Nalanta 'yung bag ni Bea kasi laman puro food, eh pina-surrender kasi bawal magdala ng food, tapos wala nang naiwan sa bag niya.* HAHAHA! :p

After snacks, we brought our things to our rooms. I was in Room 28 with Jel and Dani. Next to ours [29] was Sarah, Monica, and Rita's room. Next to theirs [30] was Bex, Leah, and Eloi's room. Next to theirs [31] was Bea, Vea, and Marielle's room. :p The bathrooms were improved. :)) They were much white-er (?) HAHA.

*Toooooooooot* then had lunch. After lunch, we had siesta. I read some palancas in our room, and we [my roommates and 'neighbors' :))] just talked. :D Haha. After that, *toooooooooooooooot* then *toooooooooooot* and *tooooooooooooot*! HAHAHAHA.

The *toooot*'s [term, 'no? :))] are censored parts of the recollection. Haha!

The night was fun. Ask me why nalang. ;)

We had breakfast in the Retreat House, then left after that. :D [Thanks to all those who made palancas! Lalo na ikaw Gabbeh! Kahit hindi ka gumawa ng palanca, pinagawa mo pa rin ako kay Mickey! :)) THANKS. :)]

Bex went home with me. Haha! As in, sa house ko. :D Then we watched TV with Kuya. I fell asleep while we were watching a BRATZ movie or something. :)) Bex said she finished it, but fell asleep after that. :p We woke up at about 10 and had breakfast again. Then we watched TV.

There was this movie in the Lifestyle Network about this Arab guy named 'Ben' [nice Arab name :|] who fell inlove with his sister who has an arranged marriage with this power-hungry and lustful guy named Dubai [HAHAHA], but then they found out they weren't really sibs, so they, like, rejoiced or something [HAHAHA] and 'Ben' went on a journey thingy to find his real parents, and he found his super rich mom in Monte-Carlo, but there were people who didn't believe him when he claimed he was his mom's son because they thought he wanted her for her money, then 'Ben' was given a chance to prove that he really was his mom's son, then he proved it, oh, and his name's really 'Rene', HAHA, so Rene was happy with his mom, but some bad people [HAHAHA] have a plan or something to... Iunno really. =)) So, that was just PART 1. I saw a part of it in TV last night at about 10pm, but I didn't want to watch it without Bex, soooo. Haha. Aww. :D

Wow, this is so long na. :))

So, we had lunch. :D Paella, grilled lamb, sashimi, and squash soup. HAHA. Ang ganda naman yata ng combination niyan!! :-& HAHAHA. But it was all good. :> We had blueberry cheesecake for desert. :D We had a Witch Marathon [HolyFrappie!!:|] and I fell asleep again. :)) Bex went home at 5:30, and my parents took me to Bianca Tongco's party in Fil1.

My hands hurt. I'll write more next time. I guess Saturday seemed longer than I thought it was. :))

Bored.

2006-11-16T16:38:00.000+08:00

Retreat na bukas!! :D Palanca's ha? Until tomorrow nalang! ~~If there's no way you can give them to me by tomorrow, e-mail nalang, HAHA!~~

Sooooo.. Iunno what to put here. :))

Let's see.. :/ Umm, tomorrow's Card Day or Giving-Out of Cards or whatever you guys call it. Haha. I mean, for our class since we have our retreat. Our parents will be going to our retreat tomorrow afternoon, and they were allowed to get our cards right after the parent-daughter session thingy. Soooo, hmm, I'm really scared. During the Giving-Out of Cards for the 1st Quarter, Ms. Ambat told me that my grades in ALL subjects should increase at least one point in the 2nd Quarter. If I don't, I'd buy her a BIG Chicken McDo daw [only, I have no idea where I could buy one THAT big. :))]. Don't get me wrong, my grades aren't really low. :)) Just not how my parents expect them to be. Ms. Ambat said I could do more with more effort. :p Sooo, Ms. Ambat, I'm sorry. :( I think my grades in Pinoi and Bio decreased by [at least] 10 points. KIDDING. Haha, but I know I didn't live up to Miss's expectations. I'm sorry. :-S

I will study harder this Semester. I still don't have my cellphone anyway, so I think I've less to worry about. :))

Bianca Tongco's party will be on Saturday night. I'm excited for that one. ;) But not as much as before because someone won't be going na pala. Aww! Cole iyak na tayooo! :(( HAHA. Party rules: No gift, no entry; no swim, no dinner. :)) I hope Doodles, Den, Dani, Tricia, and Clar could still go. :| Their [Doodles, Tricia, Clar] retreat got rescheduled on Saturday and Sunday. So, overnight 'yun, and Iunno how they could still go to the party on Saturday night. :( Den and Dani weren't allowed naman yata. :( Saaaad. :( Haha! Celebrate nalang tayo sa Monday, okay? :D

Happy birthday to my mom tomorrow!! Greet niyo siya ha? :D :D :D

Oh well, I'll just post quotes here since I'm REALLY bored. ;p

I don't know the exact time,
date or place I fell inlove with you,
I just remember the feeling I got,
& how it seems to never get old.

You hurt me once, you hurt me twice,
But all I did was shut my eyes
from the reality which everyone can see
That I love you more than you love me.

I'm in a mission to get over you.
In other words,
MISSION IMPOSSIBLE. ;)

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Hasta la vista, suckers. :)) Kidding.

Huggs :)
Fratch

Update

2006-11-13T16:16:00.000+08:00

Everything's going fine for now.

Last week was HELL. I dunno how many times I actually cried in public, and I don't want to keep track of that. :)) My eyes must've been so swollen then. Haha. Hmm, what else? Test results came up. My Math test and Stat test turned out great. :D Everything else was well, except for Bio. Gaaawd, I studied for that! :| Haha. Better luck next quarter, I guess. ;)

We held our practice for the Intramurals last Saturday. :| Haha. Well, it was kinda worth it. I got to play table-tennis again! :D :D :D I lost my paddle pala. Prince pa naman un. :(( Sad. Haha. So I played using Kuya's. ;p Hmm, Likha broke her badminton racket when she was doing footwork or something. =)) I hung out with Agel and Dani during the practice, even though they're in badminton and I'm [obviously] in table-tennis. Haha, so, there. :p

Random thought: I don't think I care for *someone* that much anymore. Iunno why. :/

Aaaanyway! :)) We went to Glorietta yesterday because we were going to take Mama to the airport. Sooo, we decided to buy a swimsuit top for Bianca Tongco's party on Saturday. ;) We went to Speedo first. Mom found a navy blue tankini, but it was expensive. :)) So, we then went to Rustan's to look for cheaper ones. :)) We went to Adidas, but it was even more expensive than the one we saw in Speedo. :)) In Chocolate naman, they were all bikinis. And if my dad or Kuya caught me wearing one, I'm pretty sure I'd be dead. Haha! Guess where we went next? DEBENHAMS. Ano baaaa. Stuff there are rarely below P2000! And Mom's looking for cheaper ones. Ano baaaa. =)) We found a black one there, and we bought that one. But it's more expensive than the one we saw in Speedo, and a HELL lot more liberated than the all the other tankinis we saw. =)) Oh well, I never expected Mom would buy me that. :)) Thanks, Ma! :D

Okay, haha. I'm bored na. :D I'm on the phone with my BOF, so I'll go na. :p Later! :)

Huggs for everyone. :)

icons

2006-11-05T20:59:00.000+08:00

Got this from somewhere ;)

2006-11-04T10:02:00.000+08:00

I feel so down when I think of him. But, how can I help it? He's the guy in and of my dreams; the only one i think of before I go to sleep and when I wake up; the person I care for the most; the one who I'm reminded of when I hear mushy [:))] love songs; the only guy who makes me cry when he's mad, when I disappoint him, and when he tells me he loves me and cares for me; the one who makes me feel a whole lot better just by letting me know he's always here for me; the one who'd make me write his name on almost every piece of paper; and right now, that very person who's tearing me apart because I think I love him too much.

Deal with it.

2006-11-03T12:02:00.000+08:00

The title is sort of a "note-to-self" thing. :p

Yesterday, I was in my dad's office. We bought snacks in 7Eleven and Starbucks. :> We fetched Mom in Globe at about 7pm. Traffic, grabe! Haha. Anyway, we had dinner in Mr. Choi Kitchen [or something :))] in Robinson's Pioneer since it was near Mom's office.

I'm so proud of Kuya Bo and Kuya Ab. :D My mom came from Cebu, right? Riiiight. HAHA. So then she told us about them. Kuya Bo was really good in his studies daw. So good that he would be given special tests na instead of the tests all his other classmates were taking. :)) That's in Chem. CHEM! Grabe, cool!! *Claps for Kuya Bo* =)) Then Kuya Ab's grades were all 1's except for one subject. Amazing! :D :))

I could only wish I could study like that. :| Oh well. :))

These days, I've been having A LOT of problems. You can't imagine. I just wish I could talk to someone about it. But I guess I can't talk to him pa. I wish I could. I need you, Bro. :(

Hah. Enough with getting all emotional. I deserve this. I think..

*That's what you get for falling again, you can never get him out of your head.

Why guys fall in love with girls. :D

2006-10-31T19:51:00.000+08:00

I just love this. :)

[FYI, this was written by a guy. :))]

1. They will always smell good even if it's just
shampoo.
2. The way their heads always find the right
spot
on our shoulder.
3. How cute they look when they sleep.
4. The ease in which they fit into our arms .
5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden
everything is right in the world.
6. How cute they are when they eat.
7. The way they take hours to get dressed but
in
the end it makes it all worth while.
8. Because they are always warm even when
its
minus 30 outside.
9. The way they look good no matter what they
wear.
10. The way they fish for compliments even
though
you both know that you think she's the most
beautiful girl on this earth.
11. How cute they are when they argue.
12. The way her hand always finds yours.
13. The way they smile.
14. The way you feel when you see their name
on
the caller ID after you just had a big fight.
15. The way she says "lets not fight anymore"
even though you know that an hour later....
16. The way that they kiss after you have had
a
fight.
17. The way they kiss you when you say "I love
you".
18. Actually...Just the way they kiss you...=)
19. The way they fall into your arms when they
cry.
20. Then the way they apologize for crying over
something that silly.
21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt.
22. Then the way they apologize when it does
hurt
(even though we don't admit it).
23. The way they say "I miss you".
24. The way you miss them.
25. The way their tears make you want to
change
the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore...

Yet regardless if you love them, hate them,
wish
they would die or know that you would die
without
them it matters not. Because for once in your
life,
whatever they were to the world they become
everything to you. When you look them in the
eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and
you
say a million things without trace of a sound,
you
know that your own life is inevitable consumed
within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart.
We
love them for a million reasons, no paper would
do
it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the
heart.
A feeling.
Only felt.

HUGE disappointment

2006-10-20T21:00:00.000+08:00

My God, people can be so stupid.

FOR YOU:

I love you. You're one of my best friends and you can always run to me when you need someone. And I mean ALWAYS. I don't understand why you had to do that. I mean, it would have been easier for you if you just told me.

You disappoint me SO SO MUCH. I don't know how I could manage to be the same around you. I miss the old you . I wish I could have that person back.

Heaven forbid, LET ME HAVE THE REAL YOU BACK. :((

:D

2006-09-01T18:44:00.000+08:00

Bliss.

Awit for Linggo ng Wika has been hell. It was so hard! We had to practice during Recess, Lunch, and Dismissal almost everyday. Ouch. Haha, but still, fun. Ayon. Hmmm, Wednesday, the day before the contest, we practiced in school 'til 6. It was superb. ;) We prayed after that, as in, holding-hands and all. Thursday, contest day na, we were REALLY nervous. But, hey.

We won.

Haha! Bliss! :p All those practices finally payed off.

This week, I've had lotsa problems. :)) Pero after everything, bliss. Haha! Kulet noh? :p Anyway, Jel, Becky and I walked here in BF a while ago. It was super fun with them. Pero something came up. Ehem, ehem. :)) Anyway, all's well now.

Bliss nga. ;) I've never been this happy. :)

Headaches. YOU GIVE ME HEADACHES. :))

2006-08-06T16:37:00.000+08:00

So, uhh, I obviously have headaches. Boohoo. :( SUPER OUCH. Haha! But, yeah. owww. :((

I've had this since thursday. I came home from school super tired and went to sleep right after Becky left. And when I woke up, ayos grabe. May sinat na ako! So, there. I think it's karma, with all the bad things I've done. Tsk. :P

I was praying so hard that it'd all be over on Friday, so i could, you know, go to school and watch Florante at Laura after the mass. Ergh [got that from someone. :P]! I was super bummed..

..'Cause, Friday, I was still sick. Heck, duh. I'm sick NOW. So, anyway, I was crying during the morning 'cause it really--REALLY--hurts. :/ I went to school, yeah, read during the mass. NAKAKAHIYA. Then we went to the AFP Theater and watched Florante at Laura. Fine, si Wowie na naman? :)) It was fun to watch it. I think our school was the most behaved one. I THINK. :)) I was in between Jel and Becky. Si Jel kinikilig. :"> HAHA. I love you, fanana cue! :) Becky and I made steps for the first part of "Follow Me" already. Nice! Haha! We went back to school and held practices for Linggo ng Wika. Good luck to us!

I got home and Jel called. She asked me if I'd still come to Shang with them since I told them earlier that I wasn't allowed anymore because I was sick. Then I just texted Mom and asked if I could go. She called and said "yes". WHAT A MIRACLE. :)) So, they, Jel, Dani, and Monica, picked me up at my house and we headed for Shang. ;)

On the way, we were, as usual, playing--playing?--with our cellphones. :)) then there was this really random moment that this streetkid came up to our car and peeked through the window. As in, nakadikit na siya sa window. GOD. We all screamed! I felt pity for the poor guy but I couldn't help getting scared as well. :P

Anyway, it was already late when we got there..about 6:30-6:45 na. I guess we were kind of expecting to reach the place at 5 or 5:30. Well, anyway, we ate at Tokyo-Tokyo and headed for the Premiere Theater for our movie, The Break Up. Monica unnecessarily went up the escalator to the topmost(?) floor. HAHA! The movie was nice. It was through by 9, I think. We went to Starbucks and they bought drinks. I didn't. Malamig na eh. Haha! It was all under Monica's name, so when we were in the car already and Dani asked Jel to hold her drink for her, then when she was asking which one was hers, Monica said, "Hoy, parehong 'Monica' yan!" =)) Sharing! Haha! We took pictures, it's not vanity, it's FUN. Really. Makita niyo pa pictures namin pagtatawanan niyo kami. Lalo na yung mga nakapikit dapat lahat pero nakadilat; nakasara dapat ang bibig pero nakanganga. EHEM. :)) Joke lang. So, there. I got home at about 10:45 or so.

Saturday, I went to Legion. Andami namin nun. Wala lang. They were so noisy! Grabe! I dunno what got into them! Haha! But still, it was fun. It was even more fun after the meeting. Get full details from me. WOHYEA. :))

Today was okay. :P Choir was okay, except for the fact that they were all wearing blue and I was the only one in pink. Well, at least in the front row, but still. :( Haha! What else? Hmmm, basta! Agel was funny! :)) I love you, Agel! :P

I still have headaches. :

Oh, btw, i've got a joke:

Q: Ano ang last name ni Jaya?

A: Edi, TABS. JAYA-TABS!!

HUWAHAHAHAHA! :)) OWWW. :(

rain, rain, go away! come again another day!

2006-07-28T17:30:00.000+08:00

it's been SUPER long since i last blogged. :

haha! anyway, today was weird. super. haha!

well, first, i came to school in pigtails. sabi nila eh, pigtails daw dapat. supposedly a tribute to mrs. suva. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MISS! :p some 2nd year students did NOT wear pigtails. tsk. haha:p turns out, we were required to be in pigtails during the AP period only. :/ stupid, stupid, stupid. :))

then for pinoi period, we had special tutoring from mrs. a! huwaaaw. :p for the second period, we practiced the song for linggo ng wika, nais ko. the song was so nice! haha! faaaast forward..

AP period was fun! we drew on the blackboard for mrs. suva, then when she came in our room, the lights were turned off and we were all bowing(?) our heads, then katrina played the we-are-siamese(?)-if-you-please-song, and we sang with the lyrics: "happy birthday, miss, if you please!" hahaha! and we had a game, saya!! even though we had exactly ZERO points. :))

then during dismissal, agel, becky, and i sang "muntik na kitang minahal" in the corridor upstairs. HAHA. fun! then becky and i went home to my house. tambay lang. :p we watched the curry-n-rice-video. super funny!! we also watched alyssa alani's(?) "keys me" video. =))

then i was supposed to take her home. we were near barrion when it started to drizzle. i was all, "punta tayo kay sara!!" haha! then we walked to the clubhouse to stay there for a while. becky called her dad to fetch us, which was really weird because i went out to take her to her house! haha! gets? so anyway, her dad came and they took me to my house. super weird. but, thanks! :))

i'm currently listening to the real "kiss me" by sixpence none the richer. :p

2006-07-08T10:32:00.000+08:00

"may sikreto akong sasabihin sa'yo. [ooohh] mayroong nangyari [mayrong hindi], hindi mo alam ['di mo alam]."

it's the song we've been practicing. i dunno the rest pa. HAHA. well anyway, it's nice. :)
i love being in the chorale. ;)

i wish.. i wish i joined the batch choir. :( hahaha! it's first-come-first-serve or something. haha:p

anyway.. school's FUN but really hectic. really? :D it's hard to keep up. haha.

i'm bored, that's why i'm posting. :)

chorale! :P

2006-06-28T18:27:00.001+08:00

weee.. haha! :D

this day has been super fun. :) uhh, i won't talk about it in detail naman, only with the chorale thingy. haha! wait! i'm the official tagakontra ni miss o! she's sooo funny! and super cool! haha:D kasi my classmate was reciting then miss said, "naririnig niyo ba?" and my most of my classmates said, "hindi po." but i exclaimed, "ako po, naririnig ko!" HAHA. then she said she has a tagakontra in our section daw. hmmm.. haha! then, i was wearing my jogging pants up [super sorry!!] as in, nakatupi! so miss was looking at me like.. warning me or something. haha! then i put down my pants [as in, in-unfold ko!!] and she was still looking! so i told her, "miss, 'wag niyo naman po ako tignan nang ganyan!" haha! and she said i seemed like a magsasaka with what i was wearing daw! then i said, "miss, magsasaka po nagpapabuhay sa mga tao!" then she said, "oo nga! eh 'san ka ba magtatanim dito sa lungsod? sa highway?" HAHAHAHA:)) she's super funny! haha! ;D so, there. anyway, bex and i went together to the music room. it was so fun! :) we were going to introduce ourselves, or something like that, through singing. the song goes like this:
my name is *your name here* and i love to sing!
so, if i were to sing it, i'd sing, "my name is patty and i love to sing!" haha! duh. anyway, i have cough and colds pa! so i can't sing! so when it was my turn, i said [take note: SAID, NOT SANG!] "my name is patty and i love to sing!" as in, MONOTONE!!!! hahaha! :D basta, then we were taught a song [and i forgot how it goes na], and we sang major and minor chords, something like that! haha. i'm sop2, btw. haha! sharing! :P

anyway, i have to go. i have to research on something for bio. :)

update

2006-06-24T19:54:00.000+08:00

argh. tagal na since i last blogged. :P

this day has been FUN. i went to legion and played with ate gel's phone. haha! nikki was there. yey. haha! :D she showed me something on kuya andoy's phone and it was..err..it was..creepy. haha! :P so anyway, after legion, we went to tita liza's house and ate kasi birthday ni ate inna tomorrow. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ATE INNA!. :) so, there. sarap ng lasagna!! :)) i went home and it was raining. :( it's sad kasi i don't have an umbrella. pero.. ;)
just talk to me for FULL details. HAHA. :P

i dunno what else to say. oh ya! super saya ng week na 'to. SUPER! :D especially nung monday and tuesday [i can't say why!!], and wednesday thursday and friday. HAHA. kasi, wednesday, bex and i auditioned for chorale. kakakaba grabe. :P then thursday, someone told me pasado ako. i forgot na nga who told me eh. haha! so anyway, ayon. then nung friday, we had the 2nd screening. it was fun!! after the auditions, we were told, "see you on wednesday!" we were all like, "huh?" as in sabay-sabay! then inulit 'yon, "see you on wednesday!!" and i said, "chorale na kami?" and we all shouted, "AHHHHH!!!" haha! so, there!

i'm already excited for wednesday. :)

as lovers go-dashboard confessional ;)

2006-06-17T10:49:00.000+08:00

she said, "i've got to be honest, you're wasting your time if you're fishing round here."
and i said, "you must be mistaken, cause i'm not fooling. this feeling is real."
she said, "you gotta be crazy. what do you take me for? some kind of easy mark?"

"no, you've got wits, you've got looks, you've got passion, but I swear that you've got me all wrong."
i'll be true, i'll be useful, i'll be cavalier. i'll be yours my dear.
and i'll belong to you, if you just let me through.

this is easy as lovers go, so don't complicate it by hesitating.
and this is wonderful as loving goes. this is tailor-made. whats the sense in waiting?

and i said, "i've got to be honest, i've been waiting for you all my life."
i thought i was asylum bound, but just seeing you makes me think twice.
and being with you here makes me sane, i fear i'll go crazy if you leave my side.

you've got wits, you've got looks, you've got passion, but are you brave enough to leave with me tonight?
i'll be true, i'll be useful, i'll be cavalier. i'll be yours my dear.
and i'll belong to you, if you just let me through.

this is easy as lovers go, so don't complicate it by hesitating. and this is wonderful as loving goes. this is tailor-made. whats the sense in waiting?
this is easy as lovers go, so don't complicate it by hesitating. and this is wonderful as loving goes. this is tailor-made. whats the sense in waiting?

update

2006-06-16T18:35:00.000+08:00

this week was SUPER unpredictable. pano ba naman? first time ko pumasok nung tuesday and i didn't know what i was supposed to do there. i had NO schedule, NO idea about the teachers, NO idea about the lessons [except for some..thanks, bex! :)], ~~NO reaction with my classmates [kidding..i'm kidding. haha!]~~ and ABSOLUTELY NO MOTIVATION to go to school. naks, "motivation" ka pa ha!! but, really. wala pa nga akong inspiration eh. NAKS!! my only inspirations were my iPod and my cellphone [which were going to be confiscated if my grades were low]. haha! nakakawalang gana pumasok ulit. i mean, summer was super short. april 1-june 4. kaya mo 'yon? bilang na bilang ko pa. HAHA. anyway, yea. there. i couldn't even imagine a proper reason why i should go to school [except, of course, that i should study. malamang, diba?].

it was actually..okay. i still go with bianca, jaimie, den, clar, bea, and tricia during breaks. missed you guys! super. haha! ayon. super dami nilang kwento! the lessons were okay somehow. i didn't get them at first [duh] but..over time, i understood narin. haha. hmmm, most of the classes were boring. pero not as boring as last year. it must be because i'm only starting with school. anyway, i'm happy with some of my classmates. becky and jelene to name some. ;) super patok ni jel kanina eh. haha! :D

soooo, that's it. good luck nalang sakin [and of course, sa inyong lahat!! :P]. let's make the most of the year! hahahaha! ;P

home sweet(?) home

2006-06-11T11:02:00.000+08:00

i'm HOME!! we went home last thursday. our flight was supposed to be at 7:30 but it got delayed. 8:00 na kami nakauwi. we reached manila at about 9:30 (i think?). :D

after the funeral, we had dinner in cafe laguna along with our immediate (i think that's how they called it :P) relatives. sarap ng food. HAHA. after dinner, moy sang at the stage..mic in hand and all. HAHA. he sang ulan (YUCK.), abc's, and pinoy ako. haha. ang cute!!! :P when he sang abc's, he said (or sang), "a b c d e f g..h i j k..emmnlaoeom P!! q..r..esh! eee u v..wwwlyoo x..y and z!!" hahahaha. :P

anyway, i went to school last friday. i talked with jaimie. haha! it was fun. then i saw becky, but she didn't see me. so i went behind her, kinalabit ko. then she turned around..and, "AAAAH!!!" it was so funny. haha. then she said, "ano 'yun? ano 'yun? AH! care bear cute!!" hahahaha. :P

yesterday, i went to legion. we had choir practice after. as in talagang choir practice na (after the "magnificat incident"). :)) there were breathing exercises and stuff!! really! the right way of inhaling pala was that when we inhale, the tummy should bloat. tummy ba or what? haha! with exhaling, the tummy should go in. parang ganun. haha! so anyway, becky and i were soprano1 and the rest who were there were altos and soprano2's. haha, nice term. ;P we sang the melody of the songs. it was funny, we still had to breathe right. :P miguel catched up with us during the practice and tita liza was all, "miguel, kumanta ka rin ng melody. dun ka kasama mo sila patty." then he sang with us and i LAUGHED. :)) ang patok eh. hahaha! he told me he was joking lang at that time. pag sineryoso daw, maayos. NAKS!! ;) haha. then i went home. :) i LOVED saturday.

okay lang yung choir kanina. haha! really. we blended well narin. and we didn't sing the "forever our father." ;)

i have to study. seriously. maraming homework. :S

2006-06-06T14:54:00.000+08:00

still in cebu. HECK! school started yesterday. pano na? ;) i'm missing out. super. i texted [err. forwarded this message a loser sent me. ;)] bianca after their classes. she told me about how their first day went. boring, but fun during breaktimes. :D sana nandun ako! and, the hell. i'll go to school on FRIDAY!! friday? sana hindi nalang ako pumasok, dibadiba? :P but, whateverness. i'll still go. i have to catch up. seriously. i'm in II-Gabay, by the way. classmates with becky! finally!! :)) anyway, mom and i went to cafe laguna yesterday to make plans for the dinner after papa's funeral. after everything [not really ;D] was arranged, we went to ayala to go shopping. kidding, mom. haha! we went to rustan's first so mom could look for a white top to wear on wednesday [papa's funeral]. we didn't find one. haha! next stop: kamiseta. still no luck. i kinda wanted to buy jeans, so i looked for one in kamiseta. no luck. :( hahaha! we went to metro to find shoes for moy. mom went up sa children's and i looked for jeans in lee. i found two pairs. pero nakakahiya magpabili ng dalawa kay mommy eh. ;) i made her choose from the two, and she picked the x-line. :D lotsa nice shirts and jackets in lee. pati jeans. :P we had take-out pizza from pizza hut and went to the doctor for my check-up. after that, we went to cebu rolling hills to go to papa's wake. it's always fun there [really, though i'd say we shouldn't have that much fun. ;)]. anyway, hung out with kuya, brian, kuya abbie, and kuya bodie. just like the day before. i sent them SUPER CORNY JOKES but we kept on laughing at them. hahaha! anyway, i told kuya i bought an x-line from lee and he got mad. i should've bought the ordinary jeans from lee because they're cheaper. kuya naman! halos walang difference din eh! hahaha:)) it was so fun with them. lalo na nung gabi na. i'm becoming one of the boys. HAHA! never, 'no. ;) hmmm, what else? had dinner in dimsum break [it's ding qua qua but fastfood] at about 10:30. O_o okaaay? slept at about 2am na, i think. brian and kuya spent the night in papa's wake. walang tulog [dapat lang!]. haha! there. today, we're going there again [heck, duh]. ;) tomorrow's wednesday na pala. HAHA!

2006-06-03T15:29:00.000+08:00

top 10 things i'll miss now that he's gone. :(

10. going out for lunch/dinner with him.
9. going to the beach with him. :D
8. him visiting our house [not that often, but still..]. :(
7. his gifts [not for what they are, but for how much love comes withthem.]. ;)
6. christmas with him.
5. the aroma of his after-shave and powder. WOW. haha!
4. his snore. ;P
3. his humor and his laugh.
2. his sneeze! "WASHINGTON!!" =))
1. his hugs and kisses. :'(

2006-06-02T09:14:00.000+08:00

ouch.

american idol blues :(

2006-05-27T20:00:00.000+08:00

sadly, kat didn't win. BIG disappointment. i guess it was because of her last song (?). it was dreadful. sorry. haha! but, really. the song was..well, it might have not met the expectations of most of the viewers. maybe? that, or taylor just has ALOT of fans. come on!!! >:P

due to my huge ~~breakdown~~ shock, i made a list of those who i think actually deserve to be the american idol for 2006. ;)

1. chris daughtry
-duh. ;) chris sooooo deserves to win. he's super amazing! watching him makes me drop my jaws and stare at him like, woah. kidding. haha! that's just it. he's SUPER. 'nuff said.

2. katharine mcphee
-oh, but of course! hahaha! her performances are great. not counting a fair few. but, really. she rarely had a disappointing performance. i loooooved "somewhere over the rainbow!" super. and she has star quality. ;)

3. elliott yamin
-GREAT voice. okay, not too much in the looks department [no offense!] but he's really REALLY good. :D why'd he have to get out? why not taylor?!? :P

4. paris bennett
-from the moment i saw her in the auditions, i knew she was going to make it to the top 12. i was really expecting more. not from her! i mean, that she'd at least get to the top 3 or something. she's really superb. ;)

do you see a taylor hicks on the list? i don't think so.

2006-05-24T13:03:00.000+08:00

she misses him. she misses him so much more than he'll ever know. she thinks of him all the time and tries to convince herself that he's thinking of her, too. she still loves him. and she's hoping that he misses her, thinks of her, and still loves her..just as much or even more than she does. x3

it's her message for him. go figure.

PBB [5.22.06]

2006-05-23T09:42:00.000+08:00

~~argh! i HATE YOU, clare!! >:c sama mo kay mikee!!! [HAHA] GO MIKEE!! ;)~~

i'm SO PISSED OFF with clare [pbb.]!! grabe, if you watched pbb kagabi, kahit na you're not for mikee, maiinis kayo kay clare. GRABE!!! she was BACKSTABBING mikee kaya ~~[okay, i'm sounding like a hypocrite again. HAHA.]~~ !! she was like, "alam niyo, sa tingin ko, si mikee may gusto kay kim pero si kim walang gusto kay mikee," "feeling ko sa lahat ng boys, si mikee yung nakikipagplastikan sa atin." um.. clare? REALITY CHECK!! sa tingin mo, hindi ka plastic kay mikee? ABA! grabe. i'm losing my cool na talaga. haha! pero ang epal kasi eh. I LOVE YOU, BIG BROTHER!! [HAHA!] big brother replayed clare's pambabackstab kay mikee sa buong pbb house. then EVERYONE [yes, everyone. clare, kim, jam, brenda, gerald, and mikee] heard what she was saying about mikee. grabe! pero mikee didn't get mad or whatever. he was so shocked lang. pero kung ako talaga 'yon, SINUGOD ko na si clare. SWEAR!! but, whatever. mikee handled things well naman eh. pero today palang ipapalabas yung pag-uusapan nila ni clare, so..i'm just curious kung ano na talaga yung mangyayari. GO MIKEE!! :D

GOD!! tanggalin niyo na nga si clare! mikee SO deserves to be the big winner. ;)

5.21.06

2006-05-22T09:49:00.000+08:00

finally. a title. :))

the first thing [technically.] i did on this day was text and greet sarah [aguilar] at about 12am. it was no hassle since i was still awake. happy birthday, sarah!! :) haha. then i slept. ;) i set the alarm at 7:30am so i can go to mass at 8:30. ayon, nag-alarm nga. but then i slept again. so, guess what? i officially woke up at 8:15am!! oh nooooo! haha. i was rushing na! grabe. i asked dad to take me to church [i was planning to walk there sana.] and was all, "daddy, hindi mo ba ako namimiss ihatid sa school?" HAHA. ang lapit lang kasi ng house ko sa school. SUPER. ;) so anyway, i arrived in time pa naman. the mass hasn't started yet. there. after the mass [and after this memorable SUPER nakakabanas thing happened.], i went to becky's for their piano recital. ang gagaling nila [mga fernandezes.]! haha. there was this boy who played fur elise [flawless, pare. HAHA!] and moonlight sonata, 1st mov't, which was my piece for my recital this year. ;) grabe. ang galing niya! walang mali, promise. 'ni isa. :P anyway, i had lunch there. pansiiiiit. :D then "jamming" [yea, right.] sessions with bex and ate gel. :P then nagkwentuhan kami [tungkol saan kaya, hmmm?]. haha. then we played sims2. OH NO! becky!! quiet ka lang!! haha! alam na pala ng buong pamilya mo eh [yata:P]! HAHA. quiet lang ha? please. haha! :D there. i walked home mga 6pm na. then we had dinner and i watched pbb! shockies [HAHA. whattaword?!]. ang galing ng radio-play [watchamacallit!] ng housemates! oo, close kami eh! :P brenda was, WOW. haha. ang galing, sobra! pati na rin si kim! haha. natulog ako earlier than i used to kasi.. :( basta. haha.

stuff

2006-05-20T20:56:00.000+08:00

my creative juices are running out [quoted by erica. grade 5 pa 'yon. HAHA!]. the titles for my posts are so creative 'no? :P

this day was fun. super. well, at first it didn't seem like that at all. i was kind of having a bad start for the day. hmmm..wonder why? secret. ;P haha. anyway, i woke up earlier than i used to. 9:30 am!! grabe. haha! we went to national bookstore to buy stuff. i went to tower records after that. the chillout project was HAUNTING me. haha. aaanyway.. after lunch, kuya and i went to legion. yey! it was fun parin. ate vanessa presided our meeting since tita liza was tired pa to go. there. our summer function would be on [this] friday. pero hindi na sa tagaytay. :(( oh well. i went to becky's house after the meeting to return the umbrella they lent kuya and me the other week. haha. then i walked home. *BIG wink here* ;) haha!

kinakabahan ako sa elimination night [tonight. HAHA.]. waaah!! GO MIKEE LEE!!! haha! vote for him, guys!! please!! :D

i've got ALOT to post here. seryoso. but all the rest is confidential. HAHA. sayaaaang! :P

badtrip

2006-05-19T11:51:00.000+08:00

ano ba yan. ang stupid kasi eh. i hate myself right now. sorry na!!! :(

anyway. i'll try to forget about that stuff muna. mooooving on.

bye bye, elliott yamin!! :(( can you even believe it?? first si chris daughtry, tapos now. pero i'm not saying i would've wanted kat out, okay? i want kat to win. pero that time, grabe lang talaga. it was so shocking. if you saw lang how everyone reacted to that. when ryan said, "chris, you're leaving us tonight," or something. everyone was surprised. grabe. even kat! i pity her kasi you could really see it in her face na she accepts na that she's the one who was going to get out, not chris. nakakaawa yung facial expression niya when ryan announced it na. as in, her mouth dropped open. and she looked at ryan pa unbelievingly. how i wish si taylor nalang natanggal. kasi if it's not kat who deserves to win, it's chris. MY GOD. ano ba yan? what's happening to american idol na? i was so shocked as i watched it last night. grabe. the competition was really tight. as in. 33.06 percent went to elliott, 33.26 to kat mcphee, and 33.68 to taylor. i SOOO DO NOT want taylor hicks to be the next american idol. hello?!? GO KAT!!! america, vote wisely nga. ;)

...

2006-05-17T11:11:00.000+08:00

title-less ulet. haha:D hmmm.. i watched shaun of the dead last night! it was around 11:30 na siguro at that time. malay ko ba. but it ended at about 1:00 siguro. bahala na! haha:P it was SO funny!! pero scary din, somehow. i wish i watched with someone nalang! not all alone when everyone else's sleeping then i'm TODO scared pa!!! there was this part na sobrang nakakagulat at nakakatakot that i froze..then i couldn't make my way to the bathroom pa kasi the "shower scene" where shaun pulled the shower curtains in his(?) bathroom aside and there was a zombie inside!! :S swear! natakot talaga ako! haha. so it kind of adds to the scary-ness ~~[ang formal kasi ng fright eh]~~ that i'm watching the movie all alone!! at midnight! haha:D but it was real funny rin. still, ang pangit parin na mag-isa akong tumatawa dun. haha! there. oh!! the da vinci code [movie] is R-18!!! ano ba yaaaan!! :( i wanna watch it eh. ;P oh well. that's all muna. later ulet. ;)

:D

2006-05-16T12:23:00.000+08:00

no decent title for this, i guess. i just wanted to make a post kasi i have NOTHING to do. i'm so bored! tapos i don't have load pa. :( nakakainis. pero okay lang. i guess i can use mama's phone to text later. grabe kaya. brian and i kept on laughing [it was almost midnight that time] kasi i inquired for her phone's load. it had, like, P237.00 and 398 free texts!! what's up with that? haha! so i'll use it to text people nalang. i'm still waiting for unlimitxt. hmpf. antagal grabe. aabutin ng 48 hours of waiting. HAHA:D that's all muna. :) later nalang ulet. ;)

since my last update..

2006-05-14T10:54:00.000+08:00

uhh..since i don't blog daily, i think it'd be best if i did this "since my last update" thingy. haha. :D

so...since my last update, i have:

-swam with brian [again!]. thankfully, no koreans doing pda were there. ;D moy went to the pool, too. but he didn't swim. brian just kept on getting him [moy] wet. so our maid decided to take him home nalang. :P

-gone to legion! yey! :)) haha. it was fun. ate rej presided kasi tita liza wasn't there. laughtrip! ate rej asked us, "sinong nag-angelus?" then kuya was like, "walang angelus ngayon!!" and we're all, "bakit?" and he said, "kasi pag easter, regina coeli [pronounced as "CHELI"] ang nirerecite!!" then becky said, "ano ba yang regina CHERRY na yan??" then we said, "CEOLI!!" and laughed..so i asked, " edi bawal mag-angelus?" and he said, "no!" and i said, "yun naman pala eh! pinahaba mo lang eh!!" and we all laughed. then ate rej asked us about reciting the angelus, and kuya was all, "AKO! FOUR!!" then we laughed even harder kasi he even had to bring up the regina coeli thingy pero may angelus naman pala siya! hahaha:)) sana gets niyo. :P we talked about american idol stuff. they were disappointed with the whole chris-getting-out-of-a.i.-instead-of-kat thing. i wasn't! i swear! i mean, okay naman si chris. but i'm really rooting for kat. pero sana, si taylor nalang talaga naalis, diba diba? ;P it was raining then so it was pretty cold. the candles kept on dying [whatta term!!]. oh, then one of the candles had a "leak" so luke put up matchsticks on the "leak" part. as if may nagawa 'yon! :P

-gone to the adoration chapel with kuya and mama [our lola in our mom's side] for this one-hour vigil. ONE HOUR 'yun ah? tapos it was SOOOO cold! swear! ayaw kasi ni kuya ipapatay yung fan eh the aircon was turned on na nga eh! i was FREEZING! :S

-gone to mass [today]. we didn't have choir! eh kasi..i'm not allowed to tell why, anyway! :D

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**happy mothers day! :D

kiss

2006-05-11T11:20:00.000+08:00

do drop by my friendster and watch the video i placed there. kiss. it's korean. i didn't put it there because i liked the song or the artist or whatever. i put it there kasi nakakaiyak yung video. PROMISE. ewan ko nalang. maybe i'm that emotional, pero i swear, it's so touching! and sweet! hindi man kayo maiyak or whatever, matotouch naman siguro kayo. :) dapat lang! haha:)) basta, there. it's sooo nice. one of the best music videos i've seen ever. kasi may story and may napaparating yung story. :)
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i'm so bored. brian and i will go swimming [again!] later. nako. pag may koreans ulet na nag-ppda dun, ewan ko nalang! :P

bored :|

2006-05-10T18:35:00.000+08:00

i'm bored. duh. ;) i decided to make a post but i dunno what to put in here!! :D so.. *thinks*

since my last update, i have:

-seen becky [and the other fernandezes]!! she looks soooo cute with her new hair! promise! :) bagay sayo, bex! :P hindi pa ba ~~maiinlove~~ matatameme si *ano* sayo sa lagay na yan?? :))

-updated my ipod. :) yey! new songs from john mayer [adik!], jason mraz, red hot chili peppers, the all-american rejects, fall out boy, the click 5, urbandub, corrine bailey rae, alicia keys, kanye west, adam levine, hed kandi, and kaskade. :D oh, meron pa ngang BEETHOVEN eh!! HAHA! it's my piano piece kasi kaya, ayon. :)) i loooove my ~~somehow jologs~~ ipod! :P

-swam in the bf clubhouse with brian. haha! kami lang dalawa. it was fun, pero there were alot of koreans [no offense!!] who were, um, making pda!! ~~*barfing*~~ no offense talaga. even if they were filipinos, i would still be grossed out, okay? :|

-been super happy and super depressed at the same time. why kaya? hmmmm.. ;)

that's it! i'm still so bored eh! but i dunno what else to post here, so..

today :D

2006-05-06T09:38:00.000+08:00

i'm in such a good mood today. ;) dunno why. must've been a hang over from last night. HAHA:P whateverness. i'm bored so i decided to make a post. :D

kuya and mom are going home today. actually, they're already on their way home. sana talaga sumama ako. :(( haha. oh well! dad said there'll be another time for that. my trip abroad, i mean. siguro pag naggraduate na ako ng highschool.. wait, no. that'll happen lang if i get SUPERB grades. as in, pang-valedictorian na grade! pano na?? :(( haaaaii.. ;) anyway, we'll fetch them later. which means i can't go to legion. ang sad. :( ask me why nalang. haha. hmmmm.. i miss alot of people right now. first is mom, then kuya, and bianca [she's in cebu], my friends [bex, bianca, doodles, den, jaimie, clar, bea, tricia, ate rej] and lots more. i wonder what's been going on with them na? :/ i hope you're all okay. :)

btw, i'm still TOO addicted to cuida. i've been playing it sa guitar before i go to sleep and when i wake up in the morning. it's sooo nice kasi eh! the lyrics are so.. nakaka-inlove. x3. haha. ang kulet. :D yesterday pala, i was staying here sa computer ALL DAY. i didn't pay attention to my phone upstairs. haha. anyway, dad was gonna fetch us here pala because we were going to teacher's village to pick up brian in our lola's house [from badminton in claret]. so there, i was rushing na when dad arrived. and as i was running around the house and waiting for the computer to shut down, i was singing cuida. HAHA. just imagine how pathetic i looked! then when i was in the car na, i was still singing. pero i hated singing na walang music kaya i stopped then turned the radio on [97.1]. then the song that was playing was something i never heard before. haha. after the song, the dj was all, "now here's something i haven't heard for a long time. here's SUGARFREE with CUIDA." [!!!!!]. see how obsessed i am?? i screamed!! then dad looked at me in a weird and sort of irritated way. ;) there. i was happy na! hahaha! :D

i'm SO BORED.

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here it is! my update of what happened since i left home today. HAHA. okaaay? oo nalang kyo. malabo eh. OO! :D anyway, today was SO tiring but SO fun! we went to glorietta [:( sana rockwell nalang] to eat. we ate in the spaghetti factory. i thought we were gonna eat sa superbowl nga eh! :( haha. okay lang yan. so there. after eating we went to timezone [WOW.] and i accompanied moy in riding rides and playing. i'm somehow the yaya whenever we go out and we don't bring one. ;) brian and i played house of the dead 2! haha! :D tiboooo! :P i went to bayo as dad was looking for books. kating-kati na ako to buy this bag and a butterfly keychain. so i did. haha:D then we went to this store [i forgot what it's called] where dad was buying stuff [tools, i think]. to pass time, brian and i were picking on the safes [tama ba term?]. :D we couldn't open the gun safe!! nakakabaliw!!! so there, we went to the airport and fetched mom and kuya. i was SO HAPPY to see them. :) yuck! namiss talaga eh, noh? hahaha! :D we went to duty free right after that. yey! chocolates! :D we also bought chips ahoy [haha!], lays, ruffles, the like.. ;D then we went on to the other sections na. kuya and i peeked [okay, maybe i gawked?] at the havaianas part. i wanted a pink metalic one sana but.. i dunno. HAHA. then mom and i went to united colors of benetton. BAGS!! i wanted one, too. haha:D i was shy to ask for money eh. then we went downstairs na to the sports section. i went to speedo and saw this cute tankini. SUPER CUTE! then i went ahead to mom and asked if i could buy it. she asked how much it was [$18] and gave me the money and asked me to hurry up. i hurried nga. but when i got there, $20 in my pocket and all, the saleslady asked what size i wanted for the TOP and for the BOTTOM. i was horrified!! kasi, i thought that it was considered as one peice. i mean, two peice yung swimsuit but one peice as in isang bayaran lang. gets?? i checked the price, the bottom was worth $18. but the top??? $36!!! omigod. i didn't buy it na. :( i was sooooo depressed! haha. not really. anyway, we went to the grocery thingy and bought food and stuff, went out and bought mcdo, then headed home. on our way, we dropped off tito rex in lola's house. it was so fun with kuya. i missed him talaga. promise. we kept on laughing as i was singing and reciting the "the ant bully" trailer and kuya and i were singing ulan by cueshe[t]. HAHA. ayaw namin ng cueshe eh. :P basta, today was so fun talaga. i'm glad they're home na. :)

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*nais kong maging saysay ng aking buhay ay bigyan ang iyo ng kulay.

cuida

2006-05-05T10:47:00.000+08:00

when you start listening to sugarfree, you'll definitely get hooked. ang galing nila grabe. my current favorite song is by sugarfree: CUIDA. nakaka-inlove.

CUIDA
sugarfree

Kung akin lang ang mundo
Ibibigay ko siya sa iyo

Kung pag-aari ko lang ang lumbay
Itatago ko siya habang buhay
Wala nang inggit, wala nang galit
Paliligayahin kita bawat saglit

Kung akin lang ang mundo
Ibibigay ko siya sa iyo

Kung hawak ko lang ang panahon
Wala nang kahapon at bukas, meron lang ngayon
Nais kong maging saysay ng aking buhay
Ay bigyan ang iyo ng kulay

Kung aking lang ang mundo
Ibibigay ko siya sa iyo

Sa iyo
Tanging sa 'yo
Kung akin lang
Ang mundo
Kung akin lang ang mundo

gm's, chain letters, and today ;)

2006-05-04T18:51:00.000+08:00

i'm gonna make kwento bout something first [before i forget. haha:))]

as i signed in at yahoo messenger, i got a gm [group message. oh, come on. everyone would know that by now! haha!:P] from anna miranda. :)

If you guys are going to send gm's saying "goodbye" "hello" or immature and annoying whatnots, pwede ba, WAG NIYONG ISAMA SA'KIN. Nakakabwiset na yung ibang mga taong masyadong papansin. NAKAKAINIS NA YUNG MGA GM NIYO. The f do we care kung aalis ka na. GOODNESS. LOL to YOU. Kung may natatamaan. Uh, ewan. Sige lang, mag-gm ka lang. Basta hindi ako kasama sa mga yon. SHEEEESH. (gm)

way to go, anna! i TOTALLY agree. i mean, what's up with these people anyway? they send gm's saying, "got to go guys, bye! -gm-" or, "good night! matutulog na ako. sleep well, guys! bye! -gm-" when all they would want to say and bring to everyone is, "hello, world! i'm screaming for attention here so why don't you just gimme some, huh?" UGH!! sucks, right? well anyway, sa mga natatamaan dyan, there's nothing i can do about that na! kasi that's my point of view. it's how i see things. okay?

another thing. CHAIN LETTERS. what the hell's up with those, too?! need an example. i'll give you a short one.

"I love Jesus." If you don't pass this in 5 minutes to everyone in your list, your mom will die in an hour.

UGH! tapos may mga nauuto nito?? ano ba! i mean, first of all, IT WON'T HAPPEN, OKAY? there's NO POSSIBLE WAY. there's no logic there! anong connection ng chain letter sa fate ng mom mo? diba diba? and people send it because they're scared of what may happen to their moms. they even put commentaries below the message like: "sorry, mahal ko mom ko eh!" WHAT IS EFFING WRONG WITH THEM?? that's no way to show how much you love your mom! or anyone else for that matter. walang magandang nadudulot yan. pati na rin yung mga bulletin sa friendster na may story, then if you don't pass this, if you don't pass that, a man/ghost/whatever will be in your bedroom tonight and kill you. or, make a wish and stuff, then pass this or else your wish won't come true, or you'll have bad luck for however-long years? mga ganun? hindi pa pwede na tapusin na yan, ha? i mean, try it, for once! try niyo not to send those stupid chain letters, may mawawala ba? i mean, i IGNORE those stuff whenever they come my way. ALWAYS. no exceptions. and buo pa family ko, i didn't lose anyone or anything, and my life is SO NOT in bad luck.

what i'm trying to say is, these things are--err, POINTLESS. what's the point of sending messages to grab people's attention, or basing your life or someone else's on them? that's completely CRAZY. those who support these kind of things, i'd say you better change na. that's all. :)

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anyway, today started out pretty well. ask me why nalang. ;) pero, in the middle of the day something happened eh. it depressed me like woah. :( when i chatted with dani nga, i drew a broken heart sa doodle, then she drew band aids on it and put my name and someone else's there. :) thanks, dani. if ever you're reading this, thank you so much. :) so, yea, i was sad kanina. but whatever na. everything's okay for me now naman eh. :) i set things straight and s0..everything's working out again. :)

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*if you love someone, let him go. if he doesn't come back, he wasn't even yours to start with, but if he does, he's yours for keeps. ;)

love much,
x3 patty

updates

2006-05-03T18:58:00.000+08:00

i've been online all day. seriously. haha:)) but i wasn't even near the computer. i think for, like, 5 hours my status has been "not here." HAHA. well anyway, update! yey! :P becky and the rest of the fernandezes came home from US last saturday. ~~pasalubong!! HAHA:)) kidding.~~ she called pala but i wasn't home [since i was in baguio then]. tapos she's sick pa. :( i think it's because of the weather here sa pinas. it sucks. haha:D anyway, becky! if ever you're reading this [haha, as if!], i just wanna say get well soon. :) uhh.. what else? hmmm.. oh! i dropped by clar's xanga and i saw me there. haha. nice. clar knows who "anton" is. i haven't even told her! pero obvious naman yata eh. haha:D me too, clar. hindi na ako updated sa inyo. :( how sad! haha. kay bianca lang. :) if ever you're [yahoo fam! :D] reading this, guys! swimming naman tayo! or bonding lang or whatever. haha:D miss ko na kayong lahat! um, kuya's going home from europe na on saturday! with mom! yey! :D haha. i missed them. pero ang sad parin kasi hindi ako nakasama ~~kasi naman eh~~. haha:D ask me why nalang.

oops.. gotta run. dad's calling. :)

baguio trip, etc.

2006-05-01T11:01:00.000+08:00

our baguio trip was fun.

saturday
we all woke up at 3:15 am. WOW. we got ready. i was in the bathroom for so long they were "honking" at me na when i was getting dressed palang! wait for meeeeee!! there were only four of us who were going (aside from mr. bobby and his friends): dad, brian, moy, and i. we left at about 4 am. our ride was cool. ;P we used mr. bobby's (he's really mr. yang. we just like to call him mr. bobby. laboness. ;P) HILUX. it was a pick-up. all our stuff were at the back (except for snacks and stuff). sharing! haha! then we met up with him sa shell in nlex. they said the seniors (senior citizens. those're who we were with. they were fun to talk to somehow. ;P) had to use the cr. then bagay (mr. bobby's assistant or something ;P) came up to us and asked if we wanted water. we declined his offer. we were back in the road after awhile. i broke the silence by saying, "kaya pala sila nag-cr. kasi andami nilang tubig. ;P" hahaha. we laughed alot. then brian said, "magpapatugtog nga ako." dad said, "may cd's dyan sa taas." brian took the cd's and randomly put one in the cd player. "AAAAHHH!!! OLDIE'S MUSIC!!!!!!!!!!!!" haha. he screamed talaga. the music was indeed oldie's (brian's term, not mine ;P). we just listened to 97.1. yey! first of summer was playing. haha. moy was singing! ang cute! he said, "parked car, SANDWICH (only, pronounced as sanggwich)." hahaha! ang cutieee! :D then brian, all out of the blue, said, "ate, siguro nga naman hindi bad word yung a*s (only, he said it like it was pronounced /aaacckkkk/ so he wouldn't be considered swearing. hahaha!) kasi ang panget naman diba pag kinanta mo nang: come on, girl, just shake your BUTTOCKS!" WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! we laughed our heads off. ang kwela ni brian grabe. we went to mass in manaoag at 8:00 then we went on our way to baguio. moy BARFED. yuck!!! we arrived at 11:00 am and we ate at forest house. yummy! brian and i had carbonara. i played piano there kasi brian said he'd pay me a hundred bucks daw if i did. so i did! haha! creepy! then we went to our cottage in camp john hay. moy wanted to ride the train so he did..WITH ME. how embarassing could that be?!? then we went out of the camp to "tour" the seniors. haha! we went to wright park, mines view park, good shephered thingy (haha!) then heard mass (anticipated) in the cathedral. ang creepy kaya. i had a dream that we went there then moy said, "gusto mo itapon ko 'to sa labas?!" then the EXCACT SAME THING happened. CREEPY. after the mass, we went to dencio's in camp john hay to eat. mr. bobby was very generous. he kept on giving me food. haha;) we went to the shops near it so we could, um..shop? haha! then we went back to our cottage and hit the hays.

sunday
we went out to eat but we decided to go back to the camp kasi we didn't know where to eat naman eh. we rode the horsies!!!! :) it was fun! haha! i swear, pag nanalo ako sa loto, i'll buy a ranch and a horse! hahaha! then dad dropped us off near sm so we could eat. we went to mcdo (first option: jollibee. NO WAY!) and ate. not more than half an hour after, we ate (again!) in teriyaki boy. yehey! teriyaki boy chicken don and c. maki's for meeeee! :P i went to bayo after that. i saw a green bag that i really wanted to buy! but i didn't buy it. :( next time na! haha! then we went back to our cottage, packed our stuff and headed home at about 12:30 pm. andaming g*go sa road. haha! we stopped by at petron or shell (i dunno. forgot eh!) and bought mcdo. we arrived home at about 7:00 pm.

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everything's working out for my friend now. the one i was talking about in my previous post? yea. she told him how she felt and it was really complicated for awhile. then she took back everything she said and said (not guiltilly anymore) those 3 words to him. he said it back. :) she got everything she ever wanted and more. :)

something's missing

2006-04-27T21:11:00.000+08:00

drama ba yung title?

oh well. haha. i pity this friend of mine. :-/ she can't simply pull off a smiley face now, can she? it's soooo hard. yea. it is. people think she's in heaven now because of everything that's happening and all. well, she's not. it's like hell to her now. i mean, before, they would always be with each other. NO EXCEPTIONS. it's like, almost everyday they saw each other and really got to talk with one another. now they've opened up and it seemed like everything's perfect for her, things suddenly got complicated. they rarely see each other na. i mean, there was even a time when they didn't see each other for two whole weeks. no kidding. ugh. it sucks.

there's another problem, see. this friend of mine? well, she's young pa. she firmly believes she's too young for stuff like this. you know.. love? corny ko na, noh? but really. she feels she's too young to fall in love. she never really imagined she'd be feeling this way for someone. shoot, ang corny na talaga!!! :-/ well yea. but anyway, that's how she feels. for many times she's been trying to tell him how she really feels about this being in love thing. how she knows she's young pa and stuff. how she wants him to know that both of them are too young for this. how she feels guilty whenever she thinks about how many times she's said those 3 words to him; how many times he said it back; how many times, deep down inside, she really FELT these things she'd been saying for him. call it puppy love or whatever you like na. she won't care, okay? she just wants to tell him how she feels because she thinks it would be easier for the two of them. not because she doesn't love him, but because she loves him so freaking much that she wants everything to be easy for him once things went back to normal. but would it really be easier for her?

i pity her. i really do. :'(

VERY BORED

2006-04-26T18:22:00.000+08:00

we went to bulacan earlier today. it was very fun. ;)

i woke up at 6:00 am ~~though the alarm went off at quarter to 6~~ and prepared for the trip immediately. i was supposed to bring the car and a driver to take us there. when mang ernie (the driver) arrived from shell, we immediately left. we went to tita liza's house to fetch them. tita liza said we should fetch sophie first, so we went to her house (i know where it is. i always go there eh. hahaha! sharing.. :P) and fetched her. we went back to tita liza's house and ate inna was there. she said her mom left na so ate inna rode with us and we went on our way and fetched riva. after that, we headed for marilao bulacan. BIG MISTAKE. that was blooper no. 1. ;P we were already near edsa when tita liza called and said we were supposed to go to don antonio first because some were still gonna ride with us. we were all like, "aaaahhhh! kaya pala maluwag!!! *BIG LAUGHS*" hahaha. i felt so dumb!! we went back to don antonio and apologized for the delay. i sat in front with ate inna. riva, sophie, tita liza, and the "don antonio girls" were at the back. haha. we went to the divine mercy shrine first in marilao. it was nice. it was really big. there was a cool shrine thingy there and i said i wanted one in my house (once i'd be old enough to have one). riva said she wanted a house big as the shrine. i said i don't because then i would have alot of "unwanted guests" lurking there. HAHA:D. she changed her mind. haha. we left after an hour (i think). we wanted to go to mcdo ~~because we were suffering from starvation. HUNGER STRIKE!! :D~~ but we couldn't find one. :( so, we passed by petron because there were kfc, cinnabon, pizza hut, and starbucks (that's where i was planning to eat) there. but we wanted mcdo so badly that we just waited 'til we got to malolos. haha. we got to malolos and we saw the heavenly sign: MCDONALD'S..1 KM AWAY. we were all smiles. soon enough as we were going farther, there were more signs: MCDONALD'S..800 M AWAY; MCDONALD'S..5 MINS AWAY. we were getting so hungry na talaga. then when we saw the M sign (it was high above, of course), we assumed we'd be going to our "heaven!" WE WERE WRONG. the mcdo there was under renovation. OF ALL TIMES!! WHY?! WHY?!?!? ~~i nearly cried.~~ we decided to go on ahead to the hagonoy church. it was nice, too. i think it's the national shrine of st. anne. anyway, as we were going out, guess what? time for blooper no. 2. my beloved gold havaianas had GUM on it now. ARGH!!! i had accidentally stepped on gum. WAAAAHHHH!! as i was pouring alcohol on it and scrubbing tissue (hoping the color won't come off D:), i kept on exclaiming, "ANG EPAL AH?! ANG EPAL!! SINO NAGTAPON NG GUM DOON, HA? SINO?! ANG INSENSITIVE!! SINUSUMPA KO SIYA KUNG SINO MAN SIYA! ARGH!!!!" i was sooooo upset. >:(. i got over it soon and sort of binawi ko yung sinabi ko kanina (the part about sinusumpa ko yung nagtapon ng gum thingy). haha. we went to the school thingy so we could eat there. i love tita liza's adobo. :D there was blooper no. 3 there but it's confidential. :P we went to barasoain church after that then we went on our way home. we went to mcdo in shell afterwards. HEAVEN!!! i was with ate inna, riva, and sophie. i had coke float, twister fries, and cheeseburger. haha. takaw! then we went to don antonio to drop people there. i took ate inna, riva, and sophie to my house after. we watched (not the whole of) "win a date with tad hamilton" and bonded with moy. haha! it was fun. today was absolutely fun. but now i'm dead bored. :D

100 things i miss about school

2006-04-25T10:38:00.000+08:00

credit to: ate melai. i saw this in her blog and i decided to do the same. don't forget to visit her site. thanks! :D

100 thing's I miss about school

100. recess and lunch at the kubo with yahoo. great fun.
99. the science lab. oh wow. nakakamiss yung experiments.
98. group 4 sa science lab (tongcs, kadors, pauee)
97. group 3 sa science lab na rin (den, bea, marionne, charie). group partner sa 4th qtr project.
96. math class. YES WAY. boardwork (/boardwAUrk/) and stuff.
95. lss's (last song syndromes) with yahoo and chrinee.
94. guidance class. one period of an academic subject being cut off for fun? oh wow. love it.
93. guitar sessions. den! idol!!
92. picture-picture during.. haha. whooopsieee.
91. computer class. yehesss. formatting ng excel (tongcs!) at mga kalokohan at kababalaghan.
90. the eating sessions. 1st qtr pa yon. at yung "fine dining" nung 4th. haha. fine dining daw.
89. the project makings. pagpukpok ng kahoy, pagdikit ng kung-ano, kalokohan at kababalaghan.
88. "vandalism." haha. romo!
87. group tardy slips. half the class gets tardy slips 'cause of a teacher dismissing us late for recess.
86. music class. haha. laugh trips with tongcs and jaimie. miss it.
85. arguments with teachers. teachers make mistakes, too, you know.
84. weirdness of my friends and myself included.
83. exploding (the right word for it) laughter of tongcs.
82. glenda the CHAMPion loving CHAMPola and obsessing over *****.
81. gossip. hahaha.
80. nips, dingdong, mentos, polo, etc. "eating sessions"
79. boredom papers.
78. p.e. class. cariñosa and volleyball.
77. our team in volleyball in p.e. (tongcs, den, dani, doodles) we won.
76. homeroom with mama winnie and diwa every tuesday.
75. mama winnie. her scolding TiBeBeTriZiMiDoo (tongcs, jaimie, me) always and loving reminders.
74. mrs. sulit. our moody yet beloved math teacher.
73. ms. canivel's kwentos (complete with actions and dramatizations with full expressions)
72. ms. sabordo's quizzes. they make you think hard and laugh at your mistakes afterwards.
71. pinoi. the tough questions mrs. a asks us. the (too) hard quizzes. the hard-to-get recitations.
70. ibong adarna. nice story.
69. outreach sessions in doña juana.
68. the tiring, fun-filled, and definitely memorable feild trip.
67. play-watching.
66. hating people who cannot seem to mind their own business.
65. P15 only for calamansi juice. haha.
64. sizzling. the overflowing gravy.
63. retreat and recollections.
62. friends' clumsiness. seeing them trip and stuff. haha.
61. my own clumsiness.
60. swimming. the "elements" in the pool. planning to drown people. warm-up(1,2,3, and then 4).
59. cl class. watching tv and ms. alberto's kwentos.
58. final exams. they're good fun, too.
57. english class. ms. galicha and her bouncy hair. her fun and bubbly personality.
56. the cr. *tongcs and i entered a cubicle once and immediately ran out screaming(guess why?)*
55. health class. talking about drugs and stuff. t'was fun.
54. being an officer. shouting at people to shut up. writing sw's on the board. meetings. stuff.
53. being class treasurer. the gross feel of holding lotsa money and fear of losing them.
52. making weird but loved gifts for mama winnie. the bulletin board, her shirt, and stuff.
51. moments of silence. *mula ngayon, kayo'y aking kaibigan (awww. tongcs!)*
49. october. rosary month. the living rosary, rosary during class, lighting the candle (okaaay!).
48. club. amp: the best. so fun.
47. spotlight (concert). had fun rehearsing (although i didn't do much) and stuff.
46. school fair. love it.
45. asking smart people on trivia and stuff (julie-greek myth., likha-astrology, erika-science).
44. individual projects. had fun cramming. sort of.
43. group projects. great time with my friends.
42. investigatory project. had a hard time from the start up to the end.
41. my locker. the mysteries lying inside.
40. accompanying tongcs to her locker and hearing kwentos.
39. watching jaimie (from up above) getting things from her locker and watching *toot*
38. "bullying" (yea right. says who?)
37. PDA with tongcs and jaimie. haha.
36. karakuch. wow. memories.
35. intrams. cheering ako eh (sorry na!). the freaking hot and merciless sun during practices.
34. crying sessions (complete with friends ready to comfort you and stuff).
33. changing clothes sessions. laugh trips and kwentos (not to mention: peep shows!).
32. short dramatizations in class. fun, fun, fun!
31. watching programs (no lessons. haha!).
30. complaining on assignments, projects, and surprise quizzes.
29. hugging becky.
28. hearing becky's kwentos and jokes.
27. irapan marathons (sige, tanggalin ko yang mata mo dyan eh. ay wag na pala. you're doing a pretty good job on it na eh).
26. parinigans (anlamig!! anlamig!!)
25. laughing at people in their faces (for fun, guys. it's for fun).
24. teasing doodles (she gets pikon and mad. the hulk. then magbabati ulet kami).
23. NOT boring seatmates.
22. exchanging places (whatta term).
21. the gr6 sit-in in our class. some were fun and nice and some kept on getting at my nerves.
20. printing stuff for glenda and tongcs.
19. my dictionaries for special purposes.
18. shouting at people who get on my nerves.
17. making kwento about *toot* with my most trusted friends.
16. adding letters to *insert word here* to make a new word.
15. comforting my depressed friends and fighting for them.
14. helping people with some lessons (and eventually end up "cheating"). haha.
13. hearing tongcs's panlalait and disgusted expressions.
12. tongcs's and den's reenactments on stuff.
11. jaimie's and bea's unique laughters.
10. tricia's simply ridiculous dance steps.
9. the many groups in class (we seemed divided at first but i know we're one. naks!).
8. making new friends. pakikipagbatian. haha.
7. staying late (not so late, really) after class. bonding with friends.
6. catching up with what's up with old friends.
5. the cat (na super kulet!!) sa canteen. jaimie driving the cat away with food.
4. our classroom (where lots of memorable events happen).
3. people's original fake products. hahaha.
2. kilig moments with almost everyone there.
1. my friends and everything else about them.

--------------------------------------------------

i just wanna make kwento about something. hahaha.

i have a friend who's great at playing card tricks. MAGIC TALAGA. hahaha! ;) he can guess what card i picked from a pile. it's like this:
"pick a card. (i pick a card) remember it, okay? good. now put it back in the deck (i put it back) and i'll guess what it is. *picks out a card from the pile and MYGOLLYWOW. he got it right!! he got it right!!* (applause from everyone. :D)"

anyway, brian (my bro), after my first [succesful :P] attempt at card tricks, decided to prove himself, too. or at least, maybe he just wants to make me laugh. :D
he gets a deck of cards and starts on with his so-called "magic trick."

"okay? okay! pick a card. (*ayoko nga*--me) come on! pick a card. (i pick a card) okay? okay! okay! memorize it! (whatta term, bri :P) okay? have you memorized it? okay! now, TELL ME WHAT IT IS, okay? tell me! tell me!"

HAHAHA. i burst out laughing right then and there. :))

in dad's office

2006-04-24T11:13:00.000+08:00

i'm in dad's office right now. it's pretty boring. i'm just here so i could watch over moy. haha ;) oh well!! :D

i've got a lot of kwento, but they're private eh. haha! stories only for close friends who really know me. haaaiii..

i guess life just couldn't get better than this, huh?

anyway, i miss school. that's crap right? but really. i miss my friends.. even my teachers [stop the nonesense!!!]. i miss i-diwa. :( i'll miss the lss's [last song syndromes]; the picking on teachers; my dictionaries; the "cheating" [joke lang. :P]; the trippings; codenames; parinigans; kwento sessions during swimming and the project making sessions; our beloved kubo; boredom papers; note passings; mga you-know-what-i-mean stares with people a mile apart from you; kilig moments(!!!!)... i'll miss everything! :( i actually miss them right now. :(

kelan ba diwa reunion?!? :((

"finally" ;)

2006-04-22T09:24:00.000+08:00

!
she always felt something for him
it seemed he never cared
it was clear to her for so long already:
there was no love to be shared

they would often see each other
but they were only friends
for some time it really seemed
that was how it was going to end

soon enough, he told her
he really liked her, too
her heart leapt with joy
and love that was so true

it may seem like a big deal to her
but that was all he said
he didn't say he loved her
he just liked her as more than a friend

it was breaking her inside
not telling him how she really felt
although, she was already satisfied
anyway, everything was well

but a big part of her
i'm guessing it was her heart
was being torn into peices
every moment they spent apart

it might be a sign
of what great love she holds for him
it might just be infatuation
that her teenage years would bring

she went up ahead,
decided to make the first move
telling him how she more than liked him
and hoped it will all be through

but he told her the very words
she'd been waiting forever for him to say
the three most special words
that made her everyday

she never knew it,
that he'd feel the same way as she does
nevertheless, she believed him
gave him all his faith and trust

i can say she's happy now,
with everything that's been
now, she could really say
she's the happiest girl there is

april 10, 2006 ;)

2006-04-12T11:20:00.000+08:00

kuya, brian and i had bonding time. :P

we went to ateneo first so kuya could get his card. he got 2nd honors. yey. :P we then took mom to her office [globe telecom.]. after that, dad brought us down in makati ave. we walked to greenbelt and bought tickets for ice age 2 [i watched that already with friends and..yea i watched it na. haha!]. we went to glorietta and ate in tokyo tokyo. yum. :) we went back to greenbelt to watch the movie. it was fun with them. we saw lots of gangsters, trying-hards, wannabes, and poseurs. ack. sharing. :P

i'm not in the mood to write [or type] right now.

forgive and forget (?)

2006-04-07T16:24:00.000+08:00

d'you know the feeling that you want to forget something that you [in fact] already forgot but then suddenly came back to you? you forgave a certain someone already but you just can't forget what he/she did to you?
it's like going against the phrase that says, "forgive and forget." i wish i could meet the genius who said that and ask him what inspired him to say that. it's not that easy, forgetting. i mean, forgiving? yea, i can do that. but forgetting? it's hard.
what happened between him/her and me was really unforgettable. i'm sorry. i'm not saying this because i want us to fight again. no. i'm saying this because i just want to get everything out of my chest. i know you're sorry. but my insides are fighting amongst each other, one part saying, "yea! he/she means it!!" the other saying, "he's/she's bluffing. just like what he/she did to you before."
i was so hurt. i guess that's why i can't forget what he's/she's done. i was deceived, manipulated, and treated like crap. ouch? i could've died right then and there.
i dunno. it's hard being in my place, or in anyone else's place when you just can't forgive and forget completely. i wish as each day goes by, there will come that one--err... blessed (?) day when i will finally forgive you with all my heart and mind and body and soul; that blessed (?) day when i will finally forget whatever you have done.

summer boredom

2006-04-06T10:59:00.000+08:00

what to do? what to do?

summer na pero wala paring plano. HAHA.
what's up? let's see.. piano recital on sunday, mom and kuya leaving for europe on april twenty-something, baguio on april 29, boracay--not sure! haha. gawd, there's nothing to do!!!

yesterday was fun! den, jelene, jaimie, and i met up in the basketball court to talk about what we'll do in the afternoon. swimming! yey! grabe, hindi pa kami nagsasawa sa kakaswimming sa school! :P talking with them again was fun. i missed everyday na nagkikita kami sa school. awwww. haha:)) anyway, i went to school to practice for our recital at about 2pm. i asked permission from mom to go swimming at 3. pinayagan ako. wow first time. haha:)) i went home and ~~hunted~~ looked for my bathing suit (ganyan ba spelling?:D). i couldn't find it! crap. i didn't want to go swimming na suot ko yung sa school! NO WAY. haha. i found it after ~~10 years~~ about 10 mins naman! haha:P i immediately went to the clubhouse. miguel and luke were there playing basketball. i waved at them and said sorry [for something that's soooo not your business. HAHA:P]. saya magswimming! kahit kami lang nila den and jelene. grabe. at first i didn't want to go down the pool kasi a lot of people were there tapos may mga tao pa sa court. pero whatever. they wouldn't care anyway! so i went down na and---umm..swam(?) with them. HAHA. it was so fun! we went to barrion to eat after that. i walked them home [tapos may gangsters na sumusunod. :S haha]. i arrived home mga 6:15 or something. fun talaga! :D

*full details? talk to me! haha:))

update..after so long.. :P

2006-04-03T15:22:00.000+08:00

grabe..tagal na since i last updated! haha:))
UPDATE!!

EXAM WEEK

-tuesday
.AP
hmmm..mahirap! i didn't get to answer "pearl harbor". yun yung base ng US sa pacific. haha:)) tapos sabi pa ni clar si tamahome daw si nomura(yung nagpunta sa US blah blah).
.CL
i didn't study for this. i think no one did. :P

-wednesday
.SCIENCE
ummm..mahirap din!:D
.PE/SWIMMING/HEALTH
swimming..sabi ni bea puro essay pero wala naman!! haha!:)).. health? mahirap din. haha:))

-thursday
.PINOI
malabo.
.MATH
sobrang labo.

-friday
.ENGLISH
parang wala akong natutunan. promise.
.THE/PUBLIC SPEAKING
the? harder than i expected. haha:)) public speaking? grabe. kung hindi ako nag-aral on how to pronounce the vowel sounds of o and u, grabe. siguro nakita na ng buong mundo pinaggagagawa ko sa bibig ko. haha:))

FRIDAY
gimmick day! konti lang kami, si bianca tongco at si doodles. haha:)) mom took us to shang. hinatid muna namin si kuya sa ateneo tapos..ayon. pumunta kaming shang. then naghiwalay na kami ni mommy pagdating dun. we ate in tokyo2 (bawal kasi ako sa meat:P). then nag-ikot kami. we went to chocolate tapos bumili kami ni tongcs ng havais. pareho kaming may silver. friendship havaianas namin! haha:)) tapos, nanood kami ng movie. ice age!! super saya! and for one reason, sobrang saya talaga. (secret na yon. :P) i had so much fun with my friends and...haha:)) yeah. then we went home at about 6. nagstay muna sila sa house ko for a few minutes then they were fetched there. i would FOREVER remember this day. :))

SATURDAY
not much. piano lessons for 2 hours. then legion. :)

SUNDAY
mass. yun lang?:)

TODAY (MONDAY)
ummm..boring?:)

**basta, love na love ko yung friday!!! :D

survey :D

2006-03-15T18:10:00.000+08:00

.: The Basics :.
Name?: patty
Age?: 13
Gender?: gal
Location?: murderer village
Hair color?: black
Eye color?: black
shoe size?: ??
height?: 4ft 11\" (?)
interests:: music and him :))
.: Favourites :.
food: ice cream!, bacon:P, pasta!, chocolates!, sansrival!, kfc, mcdo!!!
drink: choco frap (from starbucks,of course!:P), coke/sprite!, water (sometimes!)
music style: alternative, altern-rock, rock (sometimes!), rnb
music artist/band: eraserheads, sugarfree, join the club, yellowcard, greenday, alicia keys, usher, mariah carey
tv show: drake and josh!, mtv, teenick shows
movie: just like heaven :D, you got served, honey, hp, lotr, star wars!:P
thing to do: play guitar (drums! oh god i miss it! hahaha:D), piano (?! sobrang sometimes!), play badminton, table-tennis, tennis(missing it too!), volleyball, basketball (haha!)
ice cream: rockyroad!!:))
colour: purple, pink, blue! -gray, white, black!-
song: only one ;)
book: the giver (oh yesss!!:P)
computer game: the mcdonald\'s game! HAHA:)) [http://mofunzone.com/online_games/mcdonalds_videogame.shtml] ;)
board game: monopoly! haha:))
dessert: ice cream!! sansrival!! (oh wow!!:P)
quote: \"never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game. ;)\"
animal: i want a bunny please! haha;D
holiday: christmas! it feels nice to be with friends and family :)
number: eight ;D
name: patricia isabel :P
.: Friendship :.:
who's your best friend?: becky! love you becky!! :)
other close buddies...?: bianca, jaimie, den, dani, clar, joycam, paula, kadors, aena, ate rej (my ate!haha:D), ate gel, other legion friends :D
last friend you hung out with: becky! love you so much!! :)
last friend you hugged: becky! love you tlga!! :)
last friend you saw a movie with: becky? haha! love you ! parin!!:)
last friend's house you went to: becky!! HAHA:)! )
any friends you cant stand?: a fair few..
any friends you've regretted becoming friends with?: none so far. i think..
if so, who?: hmmm..
do you have a lot of friends of the opposite sex?: not that much!
most annoying friend?: myself?;D
most preppy friend?: i dunno!
darkest friend?: dark..as in mysterious?:) let\'s see...
hyper-est friend?: aena! haha:))
nicest friend?: becky :D
funniest friend?: bianca nicole (tongco!) hahaha:))
meanest friend?: wla naman.. :)
most outgoing friend?: den?haha:D
shyest friend?: none!
hottest friend?: jesus of suburbia!! HAHAHAHA:))
friend with the best personality?: they\'re best in their own ways. yep. all of them :)
friend with the best music taste?: can\'t decide!
friend who sings the best?: patch!!:)
friend who laughs the most?: bianca nicole (tongco!) haha!!
friend you enjoy being around the most?: all of them ;)
friend who your parents love?: my parents adore becky :) love you!!:)
friend who your parents hate?: hmm..well, my bro hates someone.. HAHA!
friend your parents don't know about?: lots?haha
.: Romance :.
got a crush/boyfriend?: crush lang..
if so, what gender?: BOY!! duh!!
name?: yea. i\'d tell. :P
how far have you gone?: ...
with who?: ...
the last person you kissed:: becky! haha! love you becky!! :)
the last person you hugged:: becky!!! :)
the last person you wanted to kiss:: mommy?hahaha
how far you do want to go (at this point in life)?: i dunno..
hottest friend?: yehessss
hottest celebrity?: brad pitt! ;)
if you could date any famous person, who would it be?: brad pitt! or tom cruise!! [oh god i love making-believe.haha!]
dream date:: ...
dream honeymoon:: ...
age you want to get married (if not already): now. joke!:P
number of kids you want to have (if not already): i don\'t think bout that stuff pa! haha:))
straight?: SUPER.
gay?: NEVER.bi?: uhh..sometimes??:P
would you rather your boyfriend/girlfriend be gay or bi?: neither. pede ba un?haha
.: This or That :.
Kerry or Bush: next question please. :)
rap or rock: depends!
pop or country: pop! definitely.
movie or tv show: depends!
girl or guy: depends!
fire or water: water
death or life: life
cheerleader or punk: cheerleader??
prep or jock: jock??
kroger or publix: what?!
walmart or target: what?!
avril or jay-z: jay-z! haha:))
pink or black: both!
cheez it or cheese nip: what?!
cat or dog: depends!
tape or glue: glue?
msn or aim: msn?
mall or movies: both!
writing or typing: depends!
phone or computer: phone!! (cellphone..haha)
baseball or football: baseball!;)
p.e. or health: p.e.!
high school or middle school: high school!! :D
dunkin donuts or starbucks: starbucks! definitely.
amc or united artists: what?!
walgreens or CVS: what/!
brownies or cookies: depends!
reading or writing: depends!
surveys or polls: surveys!
livejournal or xanga: xanga?
Yellowcard or Ashlee Simpson: yellowcard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:D
AFI or Jojo: jojo?haha
Green Day or Beastie Boys: greenday!!!!!!:D
kill or be killed: be killed.
eat or be eaten: eat (food!):P
hate or be hated: hate! haha
ocean or pool: ocean ;P
singing or dancing: singing?haha
heart or peace sign: heart!!!<3
halloween or christmas: christmas!
question or answer: both. :)
fear factor or the o.c.: both?haha
the simpsons or who's line is it anyway?: the simpsons!!
Disney or The N: disney?:)
pancakes or waffles: waffles :)
strawberrys or blueberrys: strawberrys!
yogurt or frozen yogurt: frozen yogurt?:)
kiss or hug: hug!!;)
guitar or drums: both!:)

sadness

2006-03-08T19:17:00.000+08:00

a lot of ~~beautiful~~ amazing things are happening in my life right now. i thank God for that. Him above all. thanks so much.

but somehow, i can't get over this feeling of sadness. super sad tlga. i dunno what to do na. what have i done ba? i'm so sorry for whatever i did pero sana mag-explain ka naman. we've been through alot na. i hope you're not willing to throw that all away. just explain. un lang hinihingi ko. i need to know why. i felt like crying kanina but i couldn't. please! i love you and i don't want to lose you. I REALLY LOVE YOU. i'm sorry.

*you know who you are. :(( i need you. please.*

updates

2006-03-01T17:57:00.000+08:00

UPDATE!!:))

friday:
i woke up "early" for school--6:00 am. oh. and i slept at 12:00 am the night before. nice. i went to the bathroom to get ready and everything. :)) then ~~some lunatic~~ someone outside began shouting "WALANG PASOK!! WALANG PASOK!!" i went outside to find out that the ~~lunatic~~ "noisy one" was my brother, brian. i wanted to hit myself for working so hard on the project the night before, getting up "early" and all. but i just went with it and "partied" along myself. ;) it was, for me, something to celebrate about nga naman. PARTYYYY!!;)

saturday:
piano. again. my ~~stupid~~ already-aching back ached more. haha:)) i hate it! after lunch, brian went on ahead for basketball tryouts (aq-chai or something.hahaha;D). i went on for legion. legion was kinda dull that day. hahaha:)) but still fun! choir practice after that. then ~~walking~~ "recruting" with miguel and luke. (;P) hahaha:)) fun again!!

sunday:
mass. the shs pep squad and boosters went altogether to mass in BF..so..okaaay! choir ako diba? imagine how ~~embarassed~~ terrified i was. haha:)) no biggie. after that we went to the airport to fetch ate iks. we ate in hai shin lou in makati then went to glorietta. we went to rustan's and stuff. haha:)) then ate at bon apetit. i wanted BTIC sana. haha:)) fun day!;D

monday:
no classes!! PARTY!!!;) loved it. haha:)) pretty much boring. oh. and miguel, luke, and jensen went to our house to fetch brian for basketball. haha:)) yeah, pretty much that's about it. ;D

tuesday:
ok fine. may pasok na. grrr.. haha:)) ok lang. maraming kalokohan. haha:))

wednesday:
still maraming kalokohan!!! haha:)) oral defense! my golly. haha;D it was creepy. but somehow fun. anyway, dani and i made something over english class:
"i look out the window, and see a cottage. i went inside and discovered it was empty. i decided to build a sandcastle for me and my prince. ;P but the cool breeze blew it away; making me realize: I CAN NEVER BE A PRINCESS. :(("
HAHA:)) lakas mangtrip!!;P

students' take-over

2006-02-21T18:31:00.000+08:00

school today was fun. students' take-over [or however it's spelled]! haha!

first period was homeroom. our student-teachers [as ms. del mundo] were okay. but we didn't get to spend time with them that much. anyway, during homeroom, the peer facilitating club had an activity prepared for our class. we had a game! yey! haha! it was fun! my groupmates were den, jaimie, bea, gong-pagong [doodles], and tricia. woah. haha! after homeroom, we had english. ate katrina/kristina [not sure eh!:p] and ate carla were ~~nakakatulala~~ great. ang galing mag-english! haha! we had a discussion then a quiz. then ate dm, ate lal, and ate rubie went to our class to play charades. nagka-dalawang strike ako nun. haha! it was so fun! then we had recess. we ate sa kubo!! saya! then we had pinoi with ate alya, ate berna, and ate laia. okaaay. it was sort of fun din..except for one thing ~~:stupidity~~ ! haha! ap was okay. one of our student-teachers in ap looked like someone [right, clar?haha]! the! i loved it! haha! our student-teachers were ~~great~~ awesome! haha! then we had lunch. science was fun!!! sobra!!! haha! sorry millaine and elva for being so noisy! haha! i had so much fun eating the hard-boiled eggs and nerds [not together ah!]! haha! cl was okay. wait, it was fun! we had the best presentation [we totally didn't prepare for it. oi! hindi ako nagmamayabang ah!]! haha! public speaking was superb! ate rej was sooooo ~~galing~~ amazing! haha! she was like mrs. ben talaga! haha! well that's it. i wish hanggang bukas pa yung students' take-over! haha!

weekend again

2006-02-12T18:28:00.000+08:00

update!

-saturday-
saturday started out like hell as usual. piano lessons. AGAIN. and guess what? just when i was overjoyed when i was dismissed after 30 mins only, i was asked to come back. ~~whateverness~~ GREAT FUN. after an hour [of which i spent with jaimie, hanna, sara, and (mostly) myself], i went back up stairs to-*sigh*-have part two of my weekly terror.
i went home right after it ended. i wanted to sleep but i couldn't. i ate lunch and had bonding sessions with my cellphone and my iPod. haha:P.
i lost track of time and rushed to church. may legion nga pala. so when i went there, ate rej was coming from the other side. i gave her a ~~big~~ huge wave and we went inside the parish hall together. they were already starting with the prayer and so we knelt down and prayed with the others. on with the reports and stuff. i had alot of "eggies.." haha:P ate rej!! eggy! haha:P so anyway we planned our summer function. i suggested tagaytay! and yey! haha:P we agreed on going to tagaytay. but..haaaaii.. we would have wanted it to be an over-night activity sana. but certain things came up and we couldn't manage to have it over-night. *sigh* our summer function would be on april 4. and hopefully, if i get the chance to suggest again next week, until april 5. after the meeting, nagligpit na kami. i piled up chairs and i returned them to the other side of the hall [with the help of kuya andoy and miguel :D]. some of us went out to play badminton [in church! lakas ng ~~topak~~ trip!haha:P]. sis liza asked miguel to return the candles but he didn't know where it was supposed to be placed so i accompanied him. andilim, diba? haha:P we were ~~terrified~~ scared kasi nga madilim. haha:P after that we went back to the parish hall and ate bing asked us to fix the chairs. OH GREAT. haha:P joke lang po. so miguel, ate rej, and i fixed the chairs. after that, we all went home. i was with ate rej and kuya andoy [sorry for destroying your momentum! haha:P] and the rest were together, too. i didn't want to go home. HECK. so i accompanied ate rej in walking to her house. after that, i still really didn't want to go home so miguel and i ~~walked around the village~~ "recruited." HAHAHAHA:P after that, it was already late so i decided to go to the anticipated mass nalang. we wouldn't have choir the next day, anyway. so i went to mass nga. after the mass, i went to the blessed sacrament to meet my dad. we went home after 5-10 mins. i lazed around at home after that.

-sunday-

i didn't have to get up early for mass, but for some reason i did. i just don't know why. haha:P bianca sent me a message and, HECK, i thought it was for real! haha:P here it is:

1/2 You have just been loaded P500 by 09162568933. P500 load will expire in 50 day(s). Trace# 423022410.

HAHA:P i totally fell for it! so anyway we went to the PAL airport to fetch my grandparents and my tito. we had lunch in shang after that. i went around after lunch then i went to true value to buy spray paint and a picture frame. after that, i went around again! haha:P
we went home and some of us went to mass. when they got home, brian and i played badminton. for some, um, odd reason, miguel showed up. haha:P odd huh? brian and miguel played for awhile then miguel had to go home. yellow cab daw, eh. HAHA:P brian and i played for awhile, too. then we went inside. i watched two movies pala. parent trap and 50 first dates. 50 first dates was nakakaiyak. i love drew barrymore! she was so great! haha:P i also love adam sandler. nakakabilib. haha:P guess who else i saw in the movie? that guy who plays sam in LOTR! HAHAHAHA:P grabe!!

THIS WEEKEND HAS BEEN SUPERB. :P

week

2006-02-11T12:11:00.000+08:00

this week has been FUN. :))

yey!:P

2006-02-04T20:06:00.000+08:00

today was one of the BEST days ever! :)

okaaay.. so when i woke up today (8:50 am. gawdness. so early!) i thought to myself: another saturday ruined by my weekly PIANO LESSON. fudge naman oh! haha:)) so anyway i was really in a bad mood. as i went to piano, nakasimangot ako. during the lesson itself, nakasimangot pa rin. haha:)) i studied "moonlight sonata" by beethoven for more or less 30 mins. grabeee. that's like forever na. haha:)) i went home after that ~~1 hour~~ 45 minute lesson. then i had to go to church for clean up part 2! haha:)) it was fun walking to church [ask me why nalang. haha:))]. when we got there we were tamad to clean so we didn't nalang. we just waited then we had the meeting at about 2:30. after the meeting we had choir practice then we went home to have a ~~party~~ kainan. haha:)) we had SO MUCH FUN! yellow cab, basketball, guitar, tripping, butiki!:P, tampuhan (awww), card tricks, and amateur card tricks! haha:))

I WISH ARAW-ARAW NALANG BIRTHDAY KO! :D

*i'll just update next time. on the kainan, i mean. next time nalang full details! haha:))*

fun

2006-02-04T11:38:00.000+08:00

yesterday was fun fun fun! :))

eye

2006-02-01T17:56:00.000+08:00

oops! birthday update! haha:))

for those who do not know, i turned 14 last january 30, monday! hurrah! :P
my friends went to my place after school and we ate. yup! just ate. haha:)) we also watched tv and hung around our house after that. oh ya! some played basketball and someone (haha!:D) broke our swing! haha:)) okay lang yan!! :P it was fun! :))

anyway, today was fun! we had our confession nung recess time so our first period in science was dropped. yey! haha:)) i just don't feel like studying science. okay magaling si ms. ngo but ewan. science is NOT my thing. haha:)) so anyway i had fun nung club time. we were planning on what movie to watch next week. some suggestions were ROCKSTAR, SUPERSTAR, RAISE YOUR VOICE, MOULIN ROUGE, PHANTOM OF THE OPERA, ~~SCHOOL OF ROCK, SOUND OF MUSIC, MARY POPPINS, MY FAIR LADY~~..and stuff. haha:)) i even suggested CHICAGO! haha:)) but it was a joke lang. joke time!;P what i loved most about today (and the whole point of going to school) was having fun FUN friends to hang out with. during dismissal, i hung out with bianca, den, and jaimie. it was really fun!:D here's what happened..i asked them to accompany me because i wanted to buy food. they (of course) did. eventually, den ended up finding this weird candy that looked like an eye. haha!:)) she bought it kaagad! and so did bianca! haha:)) so then after we bought food, den and bianca decided to ~~eat~~ taste it. it tasted ~~awfull~~ HORRIBLE! haha:)) like lipstick daw--bianca said. so anyway, we didn't want to eat what was left na so we decided to play a prank. a really stupid one. haha:)) we placed the eye--actually 3 of them--sa floor. some people ~~looked~~ stared at them..some didn't mind them..and..yes..some STEPPED on them. haha!:)) paula!haha:)) we decided to buy new ones nalang. when we were buying, bianca noticed false teeth! haha:)) candy rin. so she bought it too. we plan to place it in our classrom tomorrow. ayos diba? buong face! well sort of.. haha:)) basta i love my friends so much! they're so fun to be with! bukas ulet ah? :D

ateneo fair

2006-01-29T10:42:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a blast!

as i would on a typical saturday, i woke up early for my piano lessons. i got to schoool late na ~~because--well, it's a long story~~. i was so tired ~~after~~ during my piano lessons. i felt like i just wanted to ~~set the piano into flames~~ break down. haha:)) i went home after that.

i was reminded by my friend that we had to go to church for the clean-up. ~~how lame~~ i was so tamad to do it but i had to eh. so i ate lunch and got ready. i had to bring a broom pala. mygollywow. i didn't want to carry a broom while walking to church so i asked my dad to bring me there. when i got there, i didn't want to get out of the car. why? heck. i was carrying a broom! good thing sis. liza was on her way, too. we met up and i finally picked up the courage to bring the broom to church. haha!:)) so anyway, miguel and luke arrived na rin. but thing is, they forgot to bring basahan. so they went back home to get some. haha:)) they got back na after a while and they started cleaning na rin. i swept the altar and took candle wax off of the thingy-where-the-candles-are-placed. haha:)) it was so fun! laughtrip as usual. after the clean-up [which wasn't really done pa. continuation next week. :P] we had legion na. it was fun din. miguel and luke were soooo funny! haha:)) ~~how i hope they would read this!~~
after the meeting sis. liza asked permission from my mom to allow kuya and i to go to the ateneo fair. we were allowed because we had transpo naman eh. haha:))

we got to the fair at about 4:30-5:00 i think. we walked around the fair grounds and saw some of our friends. i saw dani, franz, and jaimie. haha:)) and he saw some of his classmates, org-mates, and batchmates. most of the time we were walking. i think ~~25%~~ 10% of the time we spent there was wasted on looking for the zagu stand. we found it naman. haha:)) i saw a lot of SHSians, too. some were behaved naman ~~but some were just plain flirty~~. we also watched the amateur bands play. some were great! :D we had dinner there. i was kind of OP with kuya and his friends. good thing some of his friends were nice! they talked to me kahit papano. haha:)) we also watched hide and seek in the promenalde i think. what's that called ba? haha:)) we went home at about 9:30 na.
we were dropped off at ate inna's place. then kuya and i walked to church because our mom was there. we went to the chapel first then we went home.

i had so much fun yesterday! :D

2006-01-21T21:06:00.000+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER!

it's so much of a relief actually.

well today, i got up early for school [saturdays are meant for sleeping in]. i went to school kind of early for no particular reason at all. glenda was so wild! haha :)) bianca and glenda recited mean girls scenes. they were so funny! binkee wrote this on the board above glenda's head: beware...dangerous!.. haha! :)) then i wrote under it: caution.. do not feed unknown specimen!.. hahaha!! :)) the unknown specimen part was arysse's idea; and i give full credit and support to my tituy!! haha :)) we had a new seating arrangement for the tests [as always] and it was so nice! it was like our seating arrangement during the first quarter [i missed it sooo much!] only a little different.. but still ok! i was in between den and bianca. in front of me was clar and beside her was jaimie [who was in front of den]. get it? haha :)) anyway, before we took our test in AP, dani showed us her brother's yearbook. they were so small back then! plus there was a class pic there where there was a ghost! :s i wanna cry! haha :)) it was really creepy. anyway.. the test was okay, i guess. i really wouldn't know anyway until the results are shown. then after the tests, we had recess. our kada is whole again! haha :)) we ate recess together and it was fun! after recess, we had to clean up our campus. it was clean-up day by the way. haha :)) i stayed in the classroom because all officers had to clean our rooms while our other classmates clean outside [field, mma, that place near the ramp, etc.] :)) i had some bonding time with aena! L.G. gets mo? haha :)) then when we were done, i went home na. after eating lunch, i went to church to attend Legion. we were lonely. haha :)) just sis liza, sophie, carlo, ate inna, riva, luke, jensen, miguel, and i. lonely ba? haha :)) it was fun with these people as usual. laughtrip! i went home and discovered that sister wasn't there to give me my piano lessons..so..yey! haha :)) and now i'm dead bored.. just sharing! :P

friday and saturday

2006-01-15T13:02:00.000+08:00

update!!

friday:
friday was CL day. ang lame kaya! haha :)) it was sort of fun but i would have been better off if i slept at home. anyway, first we had the i-dunno-what-it's-called thing in the morning. the YFC club members taught us action songs. okaaay.. so the hosts or watchamacallit's [haha :))] asked us to stand up for the songs, then sit down, then stand, then sit.. argh!!! there was a time that bianca, dani, and i decided not to stand up na. haha :)) we had recess after that. then we went back to the gym for the group sharings. i didn't know what group number i was in. haha! thank God for nixie. she was my groupmate pala so then we [nixie, bea, and i] went to our group. we had the sharings after the talk of some guy [i think he's a priest.. haha :))]. it was fun! then after that we went to our classrooms to eat. i didn't bring any food to share. haha :)). something memorable happened there. pero wag na. i'd rather not talk about it. so anyway, we went down again for some reason that i don't remember. haha :)). then i went home.

saturday:
oh come on! school?? on a saturday?? well it's sort of okay for me. i got to skip my piano lessons. haha :)). we had a mass [in honor of St. Arnold Janssen. yes! :))] and a program. the teachers were awarded for their loyalty sa school. haha :)). the program was okay. the house of dance performance was superb! then it was done na. something memorable happened again! but this time it was funny na so okay lang. i met up with a friend before heading home. and i think i got this friend of mine in trouble. sorry!
--------
shoot. exams na on wednesday. haaaaaiii. the torture never ends.

:O

2006-01-09T17:46:00.000+08:00

we've got loads of homework!

what now?

2006-01-02T16:46:00.000+08:00

shoot. i really don't know what to do now. friends! help?

as to those who know what happened between this person and i, i hope you can give me advice on what to do. btw, thanks to those who already did. i love you guys and you know who you all are! :)

oh..and just to clarify things.. i really don't like what's happening na. and if ever that someone thinks i do, ayan na po. ayoko rin sa mga nangyayari. i'm still confused.

i do believe in a 2nd chance. but how many chances have i given you na? please lang..

new year

2005-12-31T22:22:00.000+08:00

happy new year everyone.. :P

new year na.. so i guess it's the best [haha] time to make my new year's resolutions list!

1. stop teasing bianca
2. stop teasing brian
3. stop teasing kuya
4. stop complaining pag inuutusan
5. less tv hours/internet hours
6. better study habits
7. save money! don't waste on load!
8. try doing chores..to earn money!
9. learn to accept people and their mistakes. tsk.
10. learn to forgive and forget. tsk.

update later!! ooo!! fireworks! happy new year everyone!! :D

haaaii..

2005-12-31T15:58:00.000+08:00

i thought she was being nice na..i thought she was concerned about me..but nooo!!
she's destroying him sakin..
and destroying me sa kania..
shoot..what's going to happen now?
please!! tigilan mo na ako!!

grounded

2005-12-26T17:38:00.001+08:00

the ultimate bummer:
i am officially.. grounded
i deserve it.. i guess..
wuhoo! teriyaki boy later!!
but still grounded..

d'you want to know what i hate most in the world right now?
S-I-O-P-A-O
wanna know why?
ooohh...
playing me behind my back
telling lies..
broken promises
broken trust
broken friendship?
oh..whatever..just leave the byotch alone..she needs peace and quiet in her messed-up head.
literally and figuratively messed-up head.
the bottom line is...
I HATE SIOPAO.

christmas

2005-12-25T12:18:00.000+08:00

merry christmas to everyone!!!

kwento kwento

2005-12-24T12:28:00.000+08:00

i'm bored..so i'm just going to talk about stuff that happend last FAIR!! haha :D

friday
start of the novena masses. haha. i attended, of course :P. and it was also the grand opening of the fair! yea. grand. anyway, before the opening, while everyone else was practicing for english week, all participants for the spotlight concert went to the gym for the tech. rehearsal. it was super depressing. haha. the sound system was a bummer. then after practice, we went upstairs to relax.. it was about 5:30 [or i dunno] that we went to the gym for the opening ceremonies. there were lots of performances; some by the students, some by the faculty, others by guests. it was..wow. haha. then we went outside so that the winners of the lantern-making contest would be announced. after the announcement.. surprise!! fireworks! haha. i was supposed to jog with miguel but then i backed out. haha. :D becky and i ate pizza! yum! haha. then we went home.

saturday
it was a depressing day from the start. those of whom are real friends would know why. right? anyway, i cried. i cried a lot. but enough is enough na. moving on..becky [my bodyguard :P], miguel, luke, and i sat in the mma. then we talked. haha :D my friends persuaded me to watch the talent show, though i didn't want to. so anyway, we were able to watch a bit of it. great. haha. then we went off to walk again. there was a scheduled practice at 1:00 for the spotlight concert, so becky, oh i mean bodyguard, and i ate, then headed for practice. i was so nervous! i made mistakes. haha. then we finished rehearsing so we walked again. after that, we dressed up [at about 5:00] for the concert. soon, it started. the concert was pretty good. no. very good! haha. we had a few mistakes, but only few. then after that, barbie almalbis performed! wuhoo! but then patch, becky, and i went on ahead to eat. we were so hungry!! we ate at the podium [no not the mall. ahem ahem.. haha] our free McDo dinner. haha :D then we walked na. becky, ate gel, and i were stranded in school. i walked home na but a dog was blocking our house-barking at me!! :-| so i couldn't go ahead. i'm a chicken kasi. haha :D i went back to school then hung out with becky and ate gel. we left at around 10:45 na.

sunday
still fair. the day started with a mass [though i went to mass earlier na]. i sat in between becky and bianca. :) then we walked na. my brother went to school to buy band-aid tickets with his friend. oh and some of my friends got caught by the jail and handcuff booths. haha :D it was pretty much a boring day. but still fun. :D

*and today.. the last day of the novena masses. WUHOO!! i completed it na. i want to walk outside because it's so boring here!! :-| hello?

why?

2005-12-21T11:37:00.000+08:00

and i thought i could trust you
well, that's what u said
thoughts run throught my mind
as i lie awake in bed

what is a friend?
i might ask you
you start describing
the opposite of you

oh and how i thought
you would be there
when you said
you'll always care

and why, may i ask
did u break my trust?
now all i feel
is hate and disgust

if only things would go back
to how it all started back then
maybe we could be
good friends again

but for now let me rest
i'm still so confused
and to bring back friendship now
i still refuse

i need to reflect
give me time and space
and i still long
for your warm embrace

let me live alone
just for a little while

i love "it"

2005-12-11T13:20:00.000+08:00

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ll: sem break!!

2005-11-05T08:57:00.000+08:00

well, i guess it's only about time that i started talking about my sem break!!

first off.. it was in the 28th of october [yesh!] that i felt that sem break started exactly when i got home from school. i dressed up and got ready to go to Rockwell with agel, gia, jec, and birthday girl herself, alex!! alex picked me up from my house and we set off to agel's since she was the only one who wasn't there. so when we finally left her house, we went to McDo in Ever [drive through lang kami..no time to stop by] and ordered cheeseburgers and fries for all. so we got to Rockwell and immediately checked the movie schedule and found out that DOOM was only 5 mins. away from starting. we bought tickets then headed off to the theater. alex, gia, and jec sat by the middle but agel said she wanted to sit on the "love seat"..so agel and i sat there. it was fun watching the movie with a kalog friend like agel! so anyway, after the movie, we went to buy candy then kidded around in toy kingdom. we bought drinks then headed home. in the car, we played 20 questions and laughed our heads off [especially because of us thinking how a chicken could fit in an envelope..] i got home and ate dinner and slept. that's all :P

then nov. 1, we went to cuyapo, nueva ecija to go to the cemetery. after that, we went to baguio. when we got there, we had a hard time finding our cottage in camp john hay. dad's friend rented it for us, but we didn't know where or what it is! we finally found it, then we rested as my brothers walked around the camp and i burried my nose in Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix. then we ate dinner and discovered i had sinat. so after a heart-warming dinner of crispy pata, we went to session road to buy medicine. we got home, and we slept. nov 2, it was the day when we had the most activities. first, we went to sm city baguio to grab breakfast. i was actually expecting to eat in McDo but we ate in jollybee instead. so after that, we went to burnham park [at least that's where i think we went] and did boat riding and biking. we went back to camp john hay and rode the horsies!! it was so much fun! if we went horse-back riding in wright park, we would have just gone around in circles. but in camp john hay, we rode our horses up and down hills. it was totally adventure-filled! we ate lunch in pizza hut, then went horse-back riding again. then we went home and rested, then we ate dinner in kenny rogers. nov 3, my parents, bianca, and moy, went to jollybee [again] to eat, and bought us some food as well. i took a bath, then ate, then we went to the skating rink and i learned how to roller skate. it was tough! but i had fun. we then went home.

and now? i just finished reading Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix. i'm off to read the next one!

ll: today.clar's birthday

2005-10-09T09:58:00.000+08:00

i had so much fun today!!

okay..

first i went to my piano lesson. it was 9:50 when i started, though i arrived at 9:30. then, when it was about 9:45, i cut my lesson short and jaimie and i went home to get my jacket. we went back to school, we went to karakuch, then clar picked us up! in the car, we would talk and talk and tease and tease doodles [who, on the other hand, wasn't there!]. poor her!! haha :D then we got to shang. first thing we did was buy our tickets. then clar, den, dani, bea, and tricia went up. actually, jaimie and i thought they were just in the body shop. but whatever. then we waited for tongco. she was there even before we got there. so she called me and asked where i was. and i said, by the ticket booth. then she called me again after awhile and said she can't find us there. which, needless to say, is because she thought i said we were in the shang ciniplex already. so when she finally saw us, we ate ice cream from BTIC [better than ice cream :D]. it was so good! then, clar and dani saw us, and they bought, too. we went on our way, hanging out. *den, bea, and tricia [DB&T] were together; and i, tongco, clar, dani, and jaimie were together. after a while, DB&T* came. they bought clar a sweater from kamiseta. [it cost them 1200..shhh!!] then when they were about to go down, i asked tongco if she could come with me to buy clar's present. she said yes [duhh!], then all of them, exept the two of us, went down to tokyo tokyo to eat. then tongco and i went to powerbooks. we were looking for the book 'spin control.' it was what clar wanted, but unfortunately, it was out of stock. so i just bought 'she's got the beat' because clar wanted that, too [but not as much as spin control]. so when we were going to pay, jaimie came and she asked us what would be a good gift for clar. we didn't find anything for her anymore, so we just went down to tokyo tokyo. then we ate [i had chicken terriyaki! yum! tokyo tokyo is pinamurang teriyaki boy!]. then clar, den, dani, bea, and tricia went ahead while we finished our meals. tongco realized she forgot her other gift for clar in powerbooks!! so when we were finished eating, we immediately went up. we were at the escalator when clar called us to inform us that they were already in the ciniplex. so we rushed to go to powerbooks and got the gift, then headed for the ciniplex. we bought popcorn [no movie would be complete without popcorn!] and went up. den, bea, and tricia were left behind. we asked them to hurry up, then we went in to watch into the blue[after being untrusted for being not thirteen]. in between the trailers, we went to buy water. and in between the movie itself, we went to go to the comfort room. then more than half-way through the movie, tongco left. :( i missed her!! then when the movie was over, we went to the arcade. although i really didn't feel like playing, so i just went my own way, i went to rustans, then to bead shop, then to people are people, then to bench. it was fun browsing the mall alone. then they got to me and we went down because mom was going to pick us up. we said happy birthday and goodbye to clar. then we went out. then den, dani and i said goodbye to bea, tricia, and jaimie [we had separate rides home]. momoy [my brother] was papansin as usual. dani was the first to be brought to her house. then we went to write place to buy stuff. then den was brought to her house, and finally we got home.

message for den: let's gimmick on your birthday again!! :D
message for clar: happy birthday and thanks for everything!

ll: before clar clar's birthday

2005-10-07T16:40:00.000+08:00

happy birthday clar clar!!

tomorrow, we will go to shang to watch into the blue and hang out. i'm so excited!!

ll: nothingness

2005-09-15T19:18:00.000+08:00

Nemesis

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today..well it was pretty ordinary and boring. i would've hit the sacks in school if we didn't have the science show today. yup. science show. everyone showed their best, and all was well! so after all the presentations, we had chem-o. it's a form of bingo, but instead of numbers, we used elements..like H, O, Li...whatever. the first winner was rita, she won chocolates..okay.. next was jem, she won tobleron!! my golly! the next winner was erica trinidad. she won a P200 gift certificate from starbucks!!! whattabout?? then angela -whattsersurname- won a bag. and finally, this new student won P500!! haiii.. then we had regular classes after that. 3 consecutive boring periods full of nothingness: pinoy, c.L., math.. good thing ms. del mundo woke us up in health! haha.. so anyway, during math, i made up 2 poems..here they are..

invisible tears

an empty soul
an unseen face
a forgotten history
without any trace

these feelings of sadness,
untrust and hate
feelings that i
didn't intentionally create

and now my emotions
i wish to hide
for no one cares
what i feel inside

these things i feel
are of my fears
for no one can see
my invisible tears

ulan

sa bawat tubig na bumuhos
sa bawat lupang nabaha
naaalala ang parehong ulan
na nagtago ng aking luha

ang luhang dulot ng sakit
kirot na naipon sa dibdib
ito'y niligtas ng ulan
totoong nakakabilib :P

itinaboy ng ulan ang kalungkutan
ng mga taong tulad ko
ngunit di nawala ang karamdaman
na kay tagal ko nang tinatago

at ngayon aking nakikita
tubig na pumapatak dahan-dahan
hinihintay na dumating muli
ang buhos ng ulan

crap.. i know.. sorry!!
anyway, tomorrow, we'll be going to cebu. so obviously, i won't go to school. so excited!! but i have to keep it zip. it's supposed to be a surprise!!

yahoo! wowowee! gogogo! fightfightfight! winwinwin!

ll: card day

2005-09-10T11:45:00.000+08:00

today..card day!! yahoo :P it was fun. when i got to school, i was immediately called by my teacher and she gave me my card. she told me i was doing well. but she hopes that i mend things with ----. then after that, i chit-chatted with den, dani, glenda and ms. del mundo. it was fun! we took pictures, too :D then i went to my piano lessons. we lost track of time (the clock didn't run) so i had lessons from, like, 9:35-10:45..it's alright. when i went back to the classroom, we fixed the sitting arrangements. i'm near den and tongco! :P haha..then i went home with jaimie and bex.. that's all.. :P

my grades:

pinoy 85
ap 90
pe health and music 90
pe 91
health 86
music 93
cL 91
english 88
science 92
math 92
t.h.e. 89
the proper 89
computer 89
public speaking 89
homeroom (rhgp) 91

co-curricular activities 89
conduct B+

pictures:

mami winnie, glenda, dani, me

glenda, dani, me

ll: read it! this is cool!

2005-08-24T17:30:00.000+08:00

a small truth to make our lives
100%
~~

if
A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O
P Q R S T U V W X Y Z
is equal to
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12
13 14 15 16 1718 19 20 21 22
23 24 25 26

then hardwork=
H+A+R+D+W+O+R+K =
8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98%
only

knowledge=
K+N+O+W+L+E+D+G+E=
11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 =
96%
only

love=
L+O+V+E=
12+15+22+5=54% only

luck=
L+U+C+K =
12+21+3+11 = 47% only
(don't most of us think this is most
important???)

th3n whaT maKes 100% ? |s iT
m0neY? ..... no
|eaDersHip? ...... no

eVery proBleM haS a s0|utioN,
on|y iF
We peRhaps cHangE ouR
aTTituDe. t0
gO t0 The toP, To tHaT 100%.

wHat we Rea||y neeD tO Go
fuRtheR, a
lil'biT moRe.......

attitude=
A+T+T+I+T+U+D+E =
1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100%

iT Is ouR aTTituDe toWards |iFe
anD
woRk thaT maKes ouR liFe 100%

ll: today is boring

2005-08-23T18:33:00.000+08:00

today is totally boring. i'm dead bored i'll just tell you what went on today at school. sorry! haha. ok. first we went to the chapel. it's chapel day! then we had homeroom where we "practiced" for filipino and were reminded of our cleaning day tomorrow. during english, we just rechecked our test papers. but problem is, ms. galicha doesn't have my test paper. argh! i wonder where it went? anyway, recess..i didn't go down to eat because we planned the seating arrangement. then we had filipino. we just computed for our grades. boring! then at A.P., ms. canivel informed us on our projects. we had to have groupings in that project. so our grouping is: patty (me!), tongco, clar, jaimie, den2, doodles, bea, and dani. i don't know if i'm the directress or whatever. we were supposed to make a 10 minute documentary on health issues (physical, emotional, mental, social). anyway, THE, we were also informed of our project after we rechecked our test papers. i got a grade that wasn't so high that i can't remember it anymore. haha! so our groupings in our project was the same: patty (me!), tongco, clar, jaimie, den2, doodles, bea, dani, and tricia. we were going to make a minature house out of recycled materials. how hard is that? anyway, lunch..i ate crazy bread! haha. i bought tropicana and mentos. then we went upstairs. during science, we rechecked our test papers. the results turned out great! haha. it's up to you to figure out what that meant. ok. C.L. period: ms. alberto is absent..again! we copied notes and that's it! on our public speaking, we rechecked our test papers. then mrs. benitez gave us time to practice for filipino; which seemed ironic to me, by the way, because filipino is the exact opposite of english. duh! haha. when we were dismissed, it was raining!! we waited for becky, and when we went down, i rode with her because i can't walk home or else i might look like i came from the swimming pool. becky and her mom (and her whole family, too) are so kind to me! they're so thoughtful! haha. anyway, now, i just came from write place because..well..it's none of your business anyway. haha. i'll just go now and..i don't know..rest?